Page 18 of Trust In Love (Love Mark 2)
Vienneâs sister, Yasmin, had been the last queen, married to my brother Caulder and Yasmin had never smiled at me with such regard or requested that I join her and her ladies court for gossip. Sheâd only ever degraded and maligned me, talking down to me as if I were a child.
Which I had been. But stillâ¦
Here I was now, no longer so young or innocent, and everyone in the royal court looked upon me with far more regard and esteem than ever before. Yet for some reason, I felt more removed from them than ever before, too.
I knew I shouldâve been unbearably happy. My life was everything it should be for a princess in my position. My brother, the king, gave me freedom and adoration. He listened to and considered my ideas. He seemed proud to have me in his court. He let me live and study how I wished within the castle, idling through the days in luxury, and pampered beyond anyoneâs wildest dreams.
And yet, I ached, wishing for more.
Wow, I was just a pathetic, spoiled heap, wasnât I? Life was perfect for me, and I couldnât even appreciate it? People would kill to be in my position. People had killed for it, in fact. And I merely felt indifferent.
; Experiencing a nip of guilt for my ungratefulness, I nodded to my sister-in-law as I stepped toward her and Vienne, trying to force that spark of contentment in their company that I once had and knew I should have again. Touching Iverâs tiny toes as he slept peacefully in Vienneâs arms, I glanced over at Allera when she hooked my elbow with hers and tugged me in close, grinning wickedly.
âShould we tell her?â she asked Vienne before lifting her eyebrows expectantly.
âOh, most definitely,â Vienne answered, swaying her youngest babe back and forth to keep him napping throughout our conversation. âNicolette might never forgive us if we left her out of the loop a moment longer.â
When she glanced at her childâs face with such pride and adoration, I knew exactly what she was going to say just as both women shrieked together, âWeâre pregnant!â
Wait. We?
Okay, that I had not been expecting.
âWe?â I repeated, glancing between the two of them. âYou mean, youâre bothâ?â
âYes!â Allera confirmed on a delighted hoot, covering her stomach with two hands. âBoth of us. My first. Her fourth. After being married to my first husband for seven years and then Brentley for five, I feared my womb was closed, but itâs not. Itâs not, Nic! Isnât that grand?â
âIââ I started in surprise, blinking rapidly. âIt certainly is, yes.â
âAnd theyâll both be boys too,â Vienne added, shaking her head with a wide grin. âNanny Wynter predicts theyâll be born within a week of each other.â
âWell,â I said breathlessly, pressing my palms to my cheeks when they stretched wide from the force of my smile. âThis is all so wonderful. Congratulations! To both of you. And seriously, thatâs some timing. Yet, I donât wish to know how you two managed to coincide such a thing.â
While Allera laughed uproariously, Vienne blushed. âIt was quite by accident, I assure you.â
âBrentley and I already have a name chosen,â Allera told me. âHeâll be dubbed Prince Cal. In honor of Caulder.â
Tears pricked my eyes as I nodded. âI love it,â I rasped, painfully moved by the tribute.
Needing to skirt any subject that might cause me more melancholy, though, I turned my attention to Vienne.
âAnd you?â I wondered. âDo you have a moniker selected for your newest addition? With all the progeny youâve been manufacturing of late, Iâm beginning to worry youâre running low on names to choose from.â
As Vienne scowled over my teasing, Allera threw her head back and howled in amusement.
âHe shall be named Ulysses,â Vienne announced primly, lifting her chin and hugging Iver protectively closer to her. âAnd four children arenât all that many, you know.â
âCertainly,â I sassed back, âexcept the speed in which youâre producing them suggests there might very well be dozens before youâre done.â
Tsking, Allera nudged my arm. âI think since my brother met Vienne while she was pregnant, he believes he must keep her that way.â
âNonsense,â Vienne cried, turning bright red with embarrassment. âWeâre justââ
âCompletely horny?â Allera raised her eyebrows teasingly. âUnable to keep your hands off each other? Sexually unquenched?â
âOh, youâre impossible,â Vienne muttered, trying to control her discomfort before pointedly turning to me. âWhy do we put up with her heckling, Nicolette?â