Page 2 of Feels like Rain (Lake Fisher 3)

“I know, but Gran…” I suddenly stop. “Is someone in there with you?”

“Abby.” He heaves out a sigh. “It’s not what it looks like.”

“It looks like you have me locked out of our bedroom.” I jiggle the knob again. “Open the door.”

Charles opens the door and stands in the threshold, blocking my view. “It’s not what it looks like,” he says again.

I look beyond him and find my friend and coworker Sandra standing there, as she bends over to pull on her high heels. She looks up, but her eyes won’t meet mine.

; “Sandra?” I say. Then it hits me, like one of those waves at the beach that knocks you off your feet, and then it spins you around and you get sand in the butt of your swimsuit and grit in your eyes. “Oh, God.” I take a step back.

“I should go,” Sandra says, her voice small. She walks toward us, still not able to look me in the eye. We’ve been friends for two years. She got me the job I have at the hospital where I work.

“Sandra,” I say, and I follow her to the front door. She stops and presses herself against the door, hugging it tightly as she clutches the knob.

“Why did you have to come home tonight?” she says, I suspect more to herself than to me.

Because I live here. “Did you…sleep with…my husband?” I jerk my thumb toward the bedroom.

“I didn’t—” she starts. But then she stops and shakes her head. “Charles should tell you. Not me.” She opens the door and steps out into the night, closing it softly behind her.

I turn around to find Charles standing in a pair of running shorts and nothing else. He drags a hand through his hair, which is standing on end. “I didn’t want you to find out like this,” he says on a heavy breath.

I suck in some air. “So, you did…?” I leave the question floating in the air, like a grenade with the pin pulled.

He winces and nods.

I suddenly can’t breathe.

“How long?” I choke out.

“Not long,” he replies. “Abby.” He walks to me and tries to touch me, but I shrink away. “Abs,” he says, shortening my name in the way I’ve always hated.

“You should pack your things,” I tell him. I pour myself a glass of water from the fridge.

He stares at me. “Where am I going to go?”

I tip my glass up and take a long swallow. “I don’t know,” I say. “Maybe you could ask Sandra.” I set my empty glass in the sink and go to my bedroom. But my bedroom smells like Sandra’s perfume and sex. “I want you out by tomorrow,” I say.

He nods.

I turn and leave. As I walk out onto the front porch, a clap of thunder breaks the silence of the night and a flash of lightning lights up the sky. The heavens open up and the rain comes down. I stand there and let it pound on me.

I probably look like an idiot, but I stand there while the storm rages all around me, and then finally, when the wind slows, and the rain becomes steady, I get in my car and drive to Gran’s house.

I let myself in. She sits at the kitchen table playing a game of solitaire, the old-fashioned kind with actual cards. She doesn’t look up when I let myself in.

“Can I stay here tonight?” I ask.

“You should have taken the umbrella,” she says.

“Yeah,” I reply. “I should have listened.”

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