Page 35 of One to Hold (One to Hold 1)
âIâm minutes away. Are you ready?â
Relief washed over me in a wave so powerful, I had to sit on my bed. âYes, Iâm ready. Iâm ready now.â I felt the breakdown threatening, but I had to be strong. âOh, Elaine. Thank you so much.â
âOh, honey,â she cried. âIâd be there even faster if I could.â
I ended the call and pulled myself up by force of will. I had to collect the last of my things. I had to make sure I wasnât leaving behind anything I couldnât live without. I was never looking back.
Opening my closet, I dug through the remaining shoeboxes and old photo albums. The good news was most everything I cared about was i
n Wilmington now, and as depressing as it sounded, there was very little I wanted to keep from these days in Baltimore. I was just zipping up the large suitcase when I heard the light knock on my door. Looking up, I saw Sloan standing there, a severe line between his light-brown eyebrows.
âWhatâs going on?â he demanded.
I jumped back from the suitcase as if electrocuted. âWhy are you here? Youâre supposed to be at your office.â
âGladys said you were acting strangely, and I should come home.â
âMrs. Widlow,â I breathed. As if a switch inside me was flipped, the whole idea that every single person in this house watched me like a rebellious teenager and reported back to Sloan set me off.
The depression Iâd been feeling over Derek turned into rage, and I jerked the suitcase off my bed. âThereâs nothing strange going on,â I said, stalking over to my dresser and jerking open the small top drawer. I grasped the pepper spray canister, aiming it straight at his face. âIâm leaving this place. And if you try to stop me, Iâll spray you.â
Sloanâs eyebrow cocked, and he held both hands up as if Iâd just pulled a gun. âBy all means, leave,â he breathed a short laugh. It only fueled my rage.
âDonât test me, Sloan. Thereâs nothing Iâd love more than to burn your eyes out.â
At that he dropped his hands and walked out. âHave a safe drive,â he called over his shoulder.
Just then, Elaine jogged up the main stairway. When she and Sloan met each other, they both stopped. For a moment, I wasnât sure what might happen. My best friend looked at my almost ex-husband as if he were Osama bin Laden, and he looked at her as if she were a witch.
I jerked up the handle on my suitcase and stalked down the hall, rolling it behind me. âIâm here, Elaine!â I called. âDonât bother with him. Itâs time to go.â
Her brow softened, and she turned from Sloan to me. âLetâs go,â she repeated.
On my way out, my eyes landed on a stack of envelopes sitting on the small table by the front door. The mail! I paused only briefly to spread them out, and my breath caught when I saw itâAunt Beaâs check! It came! I nearly burst into tears at the sight of it. The envelope restored the tiniest bit of hope I needed. I was going to survive this. I was going to be okay. I might be alone, but I was going to make it through.
I snatched it up and walked out the door not looking back. I would never look back.
We lifted my huge suitcase into Elaineâs car and jumped inside. I watched as she guided us out of the long driveway away from the Reynolds mansion, but when we reached the main road, I put my hand on her arm.
âWait before we get going.â My chest ached with what I was about to ask my best friend, but I didnât have a choice. I had to have closure. âThereâs something I need to do first. Will you help me?â
Her brows drew together, but she waited. âOf course, what is it?â
I pulled out the three pages that included Derekâs email and Sloanâs response. âI printed this off Sloanâs computer. Would you read it to me?â
Elaine was still frowning, but she took the sheets from me. âTo [email protected]â Instantly she lowered the pages and looked at me. âIs this⦠Derek?â
âPlease just read it,â I said, every muscle in my body clenched.
âDerek, I hope you remember your old mentor Sloan.â She stopped again, taking a breath and staring at me, brows clutched.
âKeep going,â I whispered.
âI found you online, and I hope you might be willing to do a favor for an old friend. Of course, Iâll pay you well.â Again she stopped. âOh, Mel. I donât think I canââ
âPlease, Elaine.â My voice was sharp now. âJust read the damn email.â
She took a deep breath and continued. âIâm afraid my wife is having an affair, and I need someone I can trust to verify this for me. Attached is her photograph and information. She is somewhere this week. She wouldnât tell me where. I think it might be with him.â