Page 43 of The Salvatore Marriage Deal
Lily smiled expectantly, intrigued to get another glimpse of the woman who had so clearly captured Giovanniâs heart.
âI canât come with you to see how you like it,â he said, pressing a button to call a member of his staff. âBut you must tell me when you visit tomorrow.â
At that moment his housekeeper came into the room and he told her to show Lily to her surprise. From the way she responded to the instruction, she had obviously been involved in the arrangements, and as Giovanni settled down for a nap she led Lily away to a part of the palazzo she had never seen before.
Down two flights of stairs, across an absolutely delightful courtyard complete with citrus trees in giant terracotta pots, and in through another double door, Lily found herself gazing at the most inviting thing she had seen for days.
A cool, blue swimming-pool.
âOh my!â she sighed, suddenly aching to ease her tired body into the water.
The housekeeper explained how Giovanni had had the pool repaired and refilled, showed her where the changing and showering facilities were, and finally presented her with a collection of maternity swimwear.
Just minutes later Lily was floating on her back in the blissfully cool and supportive water. She rolled over and slowly swam a length of the pool, admiring the detailed mosaics beneath the rippling water.
She loved Giovanni for this gift to her. It was absolutely perfect in every way.
Suddenly tears sprung unchecked to her eyes.
Vitoâs grandfather had shown her unstinting kindness like no one in her life ever had before. He treated her with respect and as an individual he genuinely wanted to get to know. Her own father had never done that. He didnât even want to know her at all.
And now Vito, her husband, didnât seem to want to know her either.
Vito strode through the narrow Venetian streets impatiently. It was late afternoon, and heâd come home from the office early for the third day in a row only to find Lily was not at the palazzo. Since theyâd returned from the mountains, sheâd started spending more and more time at Caâ Salvatore. In fact she was rarely at home these days, and it was beginning to bother him.
He knew that his grandfather had refilled his swimming pool for her, which he acknowledged was a very thoughtful gesture. And apparently Lily loved swimmingâwhich was something he hadnât known about her. But surely she couldnât be spending all day in the pool?
Suddenly the memory of their conversation in the meadow loomed large and uncomfortable in his mind. He swore under his breath, cursing himself for telling her about his infertility. Things had been progressing smoothly between them up until that point, and he wished he hadnât chosen that moment to upset the balance of their relationship.
He didnât understand what had driven him to come clean, but blamed it on Lily. Heâd spent so much time alone with her that she had whittled her way through his defences. He had quite simply let his guard down. He wouldnât make that mistake again. He shouldnât have made it this time.
He remembered all too well the scornful look on Capriciaâs face when sheâd waved the doctorâs report stating his infertility under his nose. It was unbelievable that heâd been foolish enough to put himself through the same humiliation twice.
Heâd been young and naive when heâd married Capricia, hoping that she would be the perfect Venetian wife to bring up the next generation of Salvatores. It hadnât worked out that way. But heâd thought he had learnt something from the experienceâto protect his pride if nothing else.
His infertility had driven a wedge into his first marriage. To alleviate her disappointment in his failure, Capricia had thrown herself into a wild life of socialising and travel. Theyâd grown apart, but he hadnât made any effort to hold onto their marriage. When Capricia had finally left, heâd been pleased. With her gone there should have been no reminder of his shame.
But, no matter how hard heâd tried, he hadnât been able to forget what had happened. He was accustomed to success, and his failure as a man continued to burn into him mercilessly.
Dealing with the unrelenting sense of humiliation was the hardest challenge he had ever faced. So heâd vowed never to let a serious relationship compromise his defences again. He could not father a childâtherefore there was no point in long-term commitment.
It was only his grandfatherâs dying wish that had made him reassess his decision, and that had led him to marry Lily.
Lily was not like Capriciaâshe hadnât responded with scorn when sheâd discovered he was infertile. But the shock of the news had made her show her true colours. And the way she was acting now told him what she really thought of him.
He knew heâd knocked the ground out from under her. She was no longer able to cling to her story that she hadnât been unfaithful. Sheâd seemed stunned at first, but that had been quickly followed by angerâpresumably because heâd made her look a fool.
But, whatever her feelings, it was part of their agreement that she kept them to herself. He didnât appreciate the message she was sending his household by spending all her time at Caâ Salvatore. In the daytime it was fineâbut not in the evening when he was expected home from work.
He was still deep in thought as he strode into the old courtyard at Caâ Salvatore. Lily was sleeping on a recliner under the protection of the cloistered passage that led to the entrance to the pool.
He stopped and gazed at her. She looked beautifulâutterly enchanting, but also achingly vulnerable. She was turned slightly on her side, with her silken hair spread out behind her like an angelâs wings, and her arms were folded protectively over her stomach.
As he gazed at her, all the bad feelings that had built up during his walk from the palazzo melted away. How could he feel angry when presented with a vision of such celestial beauty?
; He had missed herâhad missed the time theyâd spent together.