Page 111 of Echoes in the Mist (Kingsleys in Love 1)
âPerhaps. Perhaps because Iâm unused to viewing you as a very intelligent, very grown woman and not a child.â
âThatâs the first honest thing youâve said.â She gestured toward the sofa. âCan I offer you some refreshment?â
âNo.â He reseated himself. âI didnât come here to receive anything from you. I came to give something to you.â
âWhich is?â
; âA heartfelt apology. Not only for hurting you, but for my unethical deeds of the past. You were right: I should never have accepted money ⦠demanded money,â he corrected, âfrom Kingsley.â
âNo. You shouldnât have.â Ariana inclined her head, skepticism written all over her face. âWhy have you suddenly decided to repent?â
âBecause I love you. Because youâre my sister and I obviously hurt you deeply. Because you made me look objectively at my actions and myself. And what I saw didnât make me very happy.â He leaned forward, gripping his knees tightly. âIâm not an evil man, Ariana. I never intended for Richard Kingsley to die. I was hurting ⦠badly. Vanessa was gone, and I knew Iâd never see her again. I wanted to kill the man who had taken her from me.â
âTrenton didnât kill Vanessa.â
âSprite.â Baxter held up his hand. âI didnât come here to argue. I came to ask your forgiveness ⦠and to make amends.â
âHow do you propose to do that?â
âI canât bring the late duke back to life, any more than I can alter any other events of the past. But I can return the fifty thousand pounds I took from your husband six years ago.â
âWhat?â Ariana started.
Baxterâs pale eyes beseeched her. âIâm not saying I donât hate Kingsley. Iâd be lying if I did. But for your sake, for the sake of our relationship, Iâll do it. Youâre all I have left, sprite.â He seized her hand. âI donât want to lose you. So Iâll do it.â
âWhere in heavenâs name are you going to get fifty thousand pounds?â
âIâve come into some unexpected money. No, not gambling,â he assured her, seeing the suspicious lift of her brows. âMother and Father left me two paintings that Iâd always thought to be practically worthless. Last week I had occasion to meet with a man who, as luck would have it, is an expert in assessing valuable paintings. When he heard the description of mine, he asked to see them. Evidently, they are worth a great deal of money.â
âYouâre selling them?â
He nodded. âIâll be receiving my first payment tomorrow: thirty thousand pounds. Iâd like to turn it over to you.â
âIâm not the one to whom you owe the debt⦠Trenton is.â
Baxterâs lips drew into a tight, grim line. âThereâs just so much humiliation Iâm willing to endure ⦠even for you. I have no intention of seeing Kingsleyâs despicable face. Youâll have to give the money to him yourself.â
âTrenton will be home from London tonight.â
âI see.â Baxter scowled. âThen you and I obviously canât make the exchange at Broddington.â He raised his head. âYou come to Winsham. Tomorrow afternoon. At four oâclock.â
âI donât know, Baxter.â Ariana hesitated.
âWhy not? For Godâs sake, Ariana, it was your home for eighteen years. All Iâm asking is for an hourâs visit in order to hand you my check. Is that asking too much? Or have you disowned me completely?â
âNo, Baxter, I havenât disowned you.â Seeing the genuine plea in his eyes, she felt herself relent. âAll right. Iâll be there.â
âGood.â He rose, making no attempt to disguise his relief. âOh, I forgot something.â From around the side of the sofa, he extracted a large, flat box. âI brought you a gift.â
âThat wasnât necessary.â
âIt was something I wanted to do.â He extended his arms. âOpen it.â
Beneath the lid and filmy pink tissue was the loveliest peach silk morning dress Ariana had ever seen. âItâs beautiful,â she said, stroking the soft material. âThank you, Baxter.â
âYou like it?â