Page 192 of Steel Princess (Royal Elite 2)
Steel.
Heâs writing and re-writing my last name on my back. Is that what heâs been writing all this time?
Tears rush to my eyes and I close them, biting my lower lip.
He releases me and I remain in place, slightly hiding my head in the sheets.
Aidenâs heat leaves my back. The mattress moves as he stands.
âCome on, sweetheart. Wake up,â his voice is wide awake as if he didnât sleep the entire night â and maybe he didnât.
I slowly peel my head from the sheets and turn to face him.
Heâs smiling down at me with a warm spark. âHappy birthday, sweetheart.â
I swallow the lump in my throat. A thousand words and apologies fight to be set free, but I have nothing to say.
How could he wish me a happy birthday after everything?
Hell. Even I forgot that itâs my birthday.
âMeet me downstairs.â
He doesnât wait before he walks out of the door.
I watch him with a crushing ache in my chest.
Itâs too much.
This pain. This burn.
I place a hand over my scar and dig my nails into the flesh.
It hurts, dammit.
Why did it have to be like this?
After freshening up, I take the steps downstairs slowly as if Iâm afraid something will jump me.
; I find Aiden putting on his jacket. Upon seeing me, he yanks another Elites Jacket from the sofa and drapes it over my shoulders. The thing swallows me whole, but it smells like him. Clean and warm.
He pulls my band and ruffles my hair, letting it fall loose on either side of my shoulders.
âHmm. My number looks good on you, sweetheart.â He tilts his head to the side. âBut you know what will be better? If you wore it to watch one of my games.â
I stare at him, not knowing what to say. Is he pretending that everything is okay?
No idea how he does that. It must be because of his freedom and assertiveness.
For today, just today, I also want to be free, too. I want to pretend that everything is okay and Iâm with Aiden despite the darkness from the past.
Itâs my birthday after all.
I grin up at him. âIâm still not persuaded.â
âIâll come up with something.â He interlaces his hand in mine. âCome on.â