Page 9 of To Wed in Scandal (Scandal in London 2)
âI tried keeping a mistress once, but the experience left me unenthusiastic.â
âObviously, you didnât have the right one,â said Percy. âRotten bit of luck, thatâs all. You canât let one bad apple spoil the whole barrel.â
A rueful smile lifted the corner of Henryâs mouth. âI can only imagine Adoréeâs reaction to hearing a man compare her to fruitârotten fruit, at that.â
Percy sat up. âAdorée? The Adorée? When was this?â
âBefore I went to India.â He hadnât told a soul. Sheâd made him promise to keep their relationship a secret. Both beautiful and sensual, sheâd been every manâs desireâand sheâd chosen him. Sheâd even gone so far as to call it âlove,â but the truth had quickly become apparent as her skilled hands had dug deeper and deeper into his purse. Heâd given her as much as he could, which was no pittance, but it had not been enough to buy her loyalty. The moment a wealthier man had shown interest, sheâd cooled toward him.
âBloody hell, man,â said Percy, frowning. âYou could have told me, at least. I would have kept your secret and congratulated you on the coup. Iâve been trying to coax that woman into my bed for years, but I canât afford her.â He leaned forward, his face eager. âTell me, was she as good as they say?â
âHer expertise would have left even you breathless.â Already he was regretting having divulged his secret.
âAnd yet you decided to forsake her perfumed perfection in favor ofâhow did you put it? Ah, yesâpungent India.â
âI did not have much choice in the matter. Father insisted I take the post after I refused to accept the bride heâd selected for me.â It was mostly true. Adoréeâs defection had wounded his pride in such a way as to make it the most palatable option. Despite the fact that heâd known her for a courtesan from the beginning, he hadnât been able to bear seeing her with another man.
âWell, if the carnal tempts you not, then tell me what will,â continued Percy. âName your vice, and I shall gladly support you in its indulgence.â
Henry smiled and shook his head. âI am already in danger of hellâs flames on several counts. And I think youâve blackened your own soul quite enough without offering to aid others in their journey to moral turpitude.â
âHow we ever ended up being friends is a mystery,â groused Percy. He let out a long sigh. âVery well. Off with you, then. Go home to your lonely bed.â
âIâm not lonely.â
; It was a bold lie, and one that fooled neither of them.
Percy peered at him, all traces of humor gone from his eyes. âNormally I should shudder to say such a thing, but you might consider marrying before you wither away entirely.â
âIâm not lonely, and Iâm certainly not withering away,â Henry said with a laugh.
âThen what is it that has you moping about of late? Is the lovely Adorée still to blame? Or is it something else that has effected your transformation?â
âWhat do you mean? Iâm the same as Iâve always beenâand Iâm not moping.â
âYouâve changed, Henry. Youâre becoming your father.â
âDonât be ridiculous,â Henry said, dismissing his friendâs claim with a snort. But he knew heâd changed. He was vastly different from the brash young man he remembered being years ago. Time and experience had altered him irreversibly.
He felt older than the man before him, though they were the same age. I might have been more like him, had I stayed hereâ¦But heâd run away, plain and simple, not wanting to face responsibility.
And now it had found him and dragged him back to England. There was no escaping it. Fatherâs health could no longer take the strain of managing the estates, and as the eldest it was his duty to take over their care. He sighed, feeling the weight settle across his shoulders.
Sabrina. Again, the memory of her intruded upon his thoughts. On the washed-out canvas of his life here in London, she was an unexpected splash of bright color. âThe Red Pestilence,â he chuckled.
âI beg your pardon?â said Percy.
Henry coughed. âMy apologies, I was woolgathering. I think I shall call it a night.â
âSuit yourself, I suppose,â said Percy, looking disappointed. âYouâve not been yourself of late, you know. Admit it.â
âDonât worry about me. Iâll be fine.â Henry signaled the footman to send for his carriage. âI shall see you at the Pendletons.â
âNighty-night, then,â said Percy, tossing his cards to the table with a shrug.
Henry stepped out into the night air and breathed deeply. Immediately, he wished he hadnât. London hadnât had a good rain in days and it smelled like it.