Page 15 of A Stormy Greek Marriage (The Drakos Baby 2)
Her husbandâs lean powerful visage hardened from the reflective look he had worn. âAnd I so easily might never have known,â he interrupted. âHad I married Calisto, you would never have told meââ
She was alert to the renewed tension in the atmosphere. Billieâs spine went rigid and a smidgeon of colour warmed her cheeks. âI donât know what I would have done if you had married her,â she contradicted.
An ebony brow quirked, for he was unimpressed by that claim. âDonât you? You would have deprived me of my son, denied my son his father and disinherited him of his Drakos heritage,â he condemned, taking her breath away with those hard-hitting charges. âBoth he and I would have paid a very steep price for our ignorance of our bond. Were you planning to lie to him when he got old enough to ask who his father was?â
âI hadnât got that far, for goodnessâ sake. I hadnât even thought about stuff like that!â Billie disclaimed in a tone of unconscious appeal. âNickyâs only a babyââ
Alexei raised his head high, dark golden eyes hard with censure. âNikolos is my son and you passed him off as someone elseâs, even brought him into my home in that false guise. As a mother, you failed in your duty to him.â
Shaken by those accusations, Billie felt her cheeks grow hot. âAnd as a wife?â she chipped in helplessly.
âYou leave more than a little to be desired,â Alexei delivered without hesitation and he swung open the drawing-room door and stood back with contrasting courtesy for her exit. âNow I would like to see my son. At least you had the good sense to bring him here with you.â
Billie felt rather as if a whip had somehow contrived to lash her skin below her clothes. Anger sparking, she tried to defend herself. âIn my position some women would have opted for a termination and your son would never have been born.â
âMaybe you saw his existence as money in the bank for a future power-play. Certainly that is how your mother thinks and donât try to tell me otherwise. Lauren is always out for what she can get.â
At that cruel taunt, her delicate facial bones tightened below her fair skin and her fingernails bit sharp crescents of restraint into her palms, because she truly wanted to shout and scream at him for daring to make that humiliating comparison. He had never in his life before compared her to her feckless and avaricious parent, and that he should do so now hurt like the sharp slice of a knife in already tender flesh. âIâm not like my mother and you know Iâm not.â
; Crossing the big echoing hall on his passage to the grand staircase, Alexei skimmed a cool glance at her taut profile. âOnce I would have agreed with that statement, but not any more. I donât know you the way I thought I knew you.â
A lump formed in her throat. âI donât feel I know you either just at this moment.â
âIâm still very angry with you,â Alexei responded with succinct bite. âOf course I am. Iâve already missed out on months of my childâs life and Iâm a complete stranger to him.â
Mounting the stairs by his side, Billie murmured, âI thought you werenât ready for a child.â
âHeâs here, ready or not!â Alexei quipped with derision.
âI didnât realise youâd feel this way.â
âUntil I found out about Nikolos, neither did I,â Alexei admitted in a raw undertone. âBut heâs the next generation of my family and his beginnings couldnât have been worse! Heâs my responsibility and the buck stops here.â
Ouch, Billie thought at that far-reaching assumption of responsibility but she said nothing, recognising that he had to have a lot of conflicting feelings to work through and that in many ways he was probably still in shock at the result of the DNA test. All of a sudden he had been plunged into fatherhood and the smokescreen with which she had surrounded Nickyâs birth and paternity only complicated that state of affairs.
Kasma was playing with Nicky on the floor of the well-appointed nursery. Alexei told the nursemaid to take a break and the young Greek woman had barely crossed the threshold when he bent down to scoop his son up off the carpet. Taken by surprise, Nicky loosed a startled yell of complaint and scowled at his father.
âHe can be a bit strange at present; heâs not comfortable with anyone he doesnât know,â Billie warned him reluctantly, mentally willing Nicky to be compliant and friendly at this crucial first meeting with his father.
Alexei drew his son awkwardly closer and Nicky burst into noisy floods of tears and wrenched his little body dramatically sideways in his motherâs direction.
Billie reached out to take her distraught son into her arms. âTry playing with him first,â she suggested.
âIâve never played with a kid in my life,â Alexei said flatly. âIs he always this jumpy or is it just me?â
âBabies can be very sensitive to atmosphere and weâre both fairly tense.â
Alexei studied his sonâs truculent little face with intense interest. He scanned the babyâs tousled black hair, his olive skin tone, his big dark accusing eyes and the manner in which he was clinging to his mother. Alexei wondered how he hadnât guessed that Nikolos was his child for, in his opinion, the physical resemblance was marked. How come some sixth-sense prompting hadnât urged him to take a closer look at Billieâs supposed cousin? How come he hadnât tied together the evidence of her unexplained sickness as reported by Anatalya and her months-long career break, which had come out of nowhere at him? But he knew exactly why he hadnât put it all together.
He had had no recollection of their sexual encounter and he had trusted her absolutely while she had gone to extraordinary lengths to deceive him: there was no getting round that unpleasant truth.
Billie lifted up a picture book and pushed it into Alexeiâs hand. âThatâs Nickyâs favourite. Iâll put him in the baby seat and you can read it and show him the pictures.â
âSurely heâs still too young for stories?â
âHe always looks interested and stays quiet while I read to him. Babies like familiar rituals.â