Page 15 of Daddy Bear (Montana Daddies 1)
âYou are not up to anything much at the moment, and Iâm not going to risk your health. I also donât want to take advantage of you. So, nothing is going to happen right now. Later, if you want it to, weâll see.â
So, it wasnât an absolute no. And he said he was attracted to her.
âAll right,â she agreed.
âGood.â
âIs that why you offered to do this? Because youâre attracted to me? I mean, Iâm guessing itâs not that youâve fallen instantly in love with me.â
He grinned. âNo instant love.â
âI donâtâ¦Iâm not looking for anything permanent.â She didnât want to go into this without making that clear.
âNeither am I,â he said simply. âLike I said, this lasts for as long as we are here.â
That should have been a relief. For some reason, it wasnât. âI feel like agreeing to his wouldnât be fair to you. What would you be getting in return?â
He just stared at her, studied her like she was some weird species of bug heâd just discovered. âNot fair to me?â
The balance wasnât even. It felt wrong just to take from him without giving him something in return.
âUmm, yeah. Youâve been so amazing, rescuing me, taking care of me. If I can pay you back in any way, I will. I donât have any money, Iâm afraid, so I canât offer to pay youâ¦. but once I have a jobâ¦â the thunderous look on his face made her trail off. She licked her lips nervously. She wasnât scared of him exactly, but he did look rather intimidating right now.
âYou, umm, look a little mad.â
âDo I? Maybe itâs just because you offered to pay me for taking care of you. Do you think I work for you?â
âNo. I didnât mean it like that.â Misery swamped her. âIâm sorry. Iâm not very good at talking to people. I donât have friends anymore. My last boyfriend was when I was seventeen. Iâm pretty damn pathetic really. Maybe you could do me a huge favor and forget we ever had this conversation.â
; Nope. That wasnât happening. He especially wasnât going to forget the part where sheâd said she was attracted to him. His cock was hard and pressing against his zipper. How had she not had a boyfriend since high school? He had her pegged at around twenty-three. Were the men in Florida blind? She was gorgeous. Sweet. And submissive. How had some Dom not snapped her up? She should be completely and utterly cherished for the gift she was.
Someone elseâs loss is your gain.
Nope. He couldnât think like that. Neither of them was looking for something permanent. Heâd only known her a short time. He felt protective of her because she was so helpless, that was all. He couldnât stand the idea of her being taken advantage of and he couldnât stand to think about that happening again.
How had she thought he wouldnât get anything out of this?
Because she doesnât understand, dumb ass.
He sat back in the armchair. âYour objection to doing this is that you think I wonât get anything in return?â
âI-I guess so. I mean, Iâm also a little nervous. I donât know how Iâll react to any of this.â
He nodded. âThatâs totally understandable. I get that. Which is why youâd have a safe word.â
âA safe word? Iâd need that?â She looked alarmed.
âEasy, honey,â he told her with a smile. âNot because Iâm going to strip you naked, tied you up and spank you. Youâre definitely not up to that. And I would never risk your health, understand?â
âYes. So why would I need a safe word?â
âBecause this is new to you and you might find it overwhelming and need some way to make it stop. Littles can easily get out of their depths. Itâs a big scary world sometimes when you donât have a daddy to guide and protect you.â
Tears filled her eyes. âYou know exactly what to say, donât you?â
âIâm being sincere, little girl. I havenât had many Littles in my life. Most women are scared by my size. And my sometimes abrupt manner.â