Page 27 of The Secret (Highlands' Lairds 1)
âAnd Gelfrid?â she asked when he tried to walk around her again. âHow long has he lived here?â
Graham gave her a puzzled look. âThree years now,â he answered. âHe moved in after his wife passed on. Judith, this chest is getting heavy. Let me pass.â
He once again tried to walk over to the doors. Judith rushed ahead of him. She pressed her back against the doors and splayed her arms wide. âIâm not letting you leave, Graham.â
He was astonished by her boldness. âWhy not?â he demanded.
He sounded irritated, but she didnât think he really was. âWhy?â she asked.
âYes, why?â he demanded again.
God help her, she couldnât come up with a single logical reason. Judith almost smiled then. She guessed that only left illogical reasons.
âBecause youâll hurt my feelings.â Judith could feel herself blushing. She felt like a fool. âAye, you will,â she added with a nod.
âWhat in Godâs name are you doing, Judith?â Brodick shouted from the landing above. Judith didnât dare move from the doors when she looked up. Gelfrid, she noticed, was standing next to Brodick.
âIâm not letting Graham and Gelfrid leave,â she called out.
âWhy not?â Brodick asked.
âIâm keeping them,â she shouted back. âIain kept me and Iâm keeping them.â
It was an outrageous and thoroughly empty boast, and completely ruined when lain opened the doors. Judith went flying backward. Her husband caught her in his arms. Graham dropped the chest and reached out to catch her, too, and she suddenly found herself in a tug of war between the two men. She was blushing over her own clumsiness.
âJudith? What are you doing?â Iain asked.
She was making a complete idiot of herself. She wasnât going to tell lain that. Besides, she was pretty certain he already knew.
âIâm trying to make Graham listen to reason,â she explained. âBoth he and Gelfrid want to move out.â
âShe wonât let them,â Brodick called out.
lain squeezed Judithâs hand. âIf they wish to leave, you shouldnât interfere,â he told her.
âDo you want them to move out?â she asked.
She turned and looked up at him, waiting for his answer. He shook his head.
She smiled. Then she turned around to confront Graham again. âYouâre being rude, Graham.â
He smiled. lain was appalled. âYou must not speak to an elder in that tone,â he ordered.
âAnd I mustnât hurt her feelings,â Graham interjected with a nod. âIf itâs that important to you, lass, I suppose Gelfrid and I could stay on.â
âThank you.â
Gelfrid had rushed down the steps. Judith could tell he was relieved. He was trying to glare at her and failing miserably. âWeâre bound to argue,â he announced.
Judith nodded. âYes,â she answered.
âYou wonât be pounding on my back every time I get a tickle in my throat.â
âNo.â
He grunted. âSo be it. Brodick, put my things back. Iâm staying on.â
Gelfrid rushed back up the steps. âWatch what youâre doing, boy. I wonât have my chest bruised like that.â
lain tried to pick up Grahamâs chest for him. The elder pushed his hands away. âIâm not so old I canât manage,â he declared. In a softer tone of voice, he said, âSon, your brideâs a bit high-strung. She threw herself against that door and pitched such a fit, Gelfrid and I had to give in.â
Iain finally understood exactly what had happened. âI appreciate your concession in giving in,â he replied in a serious tone. âJudithâs adjustment will take time, and I could certainly use some help with her.â
Graham nodded. âSheâs bossy.â
âAye, she is.â
âGelfrid and I can work on that flaw.â
âAnd I as well,â lain said.
Graham started back up the steps. âDonât know what youâre going to do about her tender feelings, though. I donât suppose any of us can change that flaw.â
Judith stood next to lain and watched until Graham had disappeared around the corner. She knew her husband was staring at her. She guessed she really should offer him some sort of explanation for her behavior.
She took hold of his hand and turned to look up at him. âThis is their home as much as it is yours,â she said. âI didnât believe they really wanted to leave and so I . . .â
âYou what?â he asked when she didnât continue.
She let out a sigh and turned her gaze to the floor. âI made a complete fool of myself in order to get them to stay. It was all I could think of to save their pride.â She let go of his hand and tried to walk away. âTheyâll probably be talking about it for weeks.â
He caught her when she reached the middle of the great hall. He put his hands on her shoulders and turned her to face him.
âYouâre far more perceptive than I am,â he told her.
âI am?â
He nodded. âIt never would have occurred to me that Graham and Gelfrid would want to stay.â
âThereâs plenty of room.â
âWhy are you blushing?â
âAm I?â
âAre you feeling better today?â
She stared into his eyes while she thought about that question. âI wasnât feeling ill last night.â
âI hurt you.â
âYes.â She could feel her face burning with embarrassment. She turned her gaze to his chin. âIâm feeling much better today. Thank you so much for asking.â
It took all his discipline not to laugh at her. Whenever Judith was embarrassed, she resorted to extreme politeness. Heâd noticed that trait on the journey home, and he found it very endearing. After the night of passion theyâd shared together, it was damn amusing too.
âYouâre very welcome,â he drawled out.
He nudged her chin up and then leaned down. His mouth brushed over hers once, then once again. It wasnât enough for him. He deepened the kiss and hauled her up against him.
She forgot about being embarrassed and concentrated on kissing him back. He finally pulled back. She sagged against him.
âJudith, I left a plaid on the bed. Youâre supposed to wear it.â
âYes, Iain.â
He kissed her again because sheâd given her agreement so quickly. Brodick interrupted them by shouting Iainâs name. He enjoyed their reaction, too. Judith jumped. Iain glared.
âErinâs waiting to give you his report,â Brodick announced from directly behind them. âIf youâre about finished mauling your wife, Iâll tell him to come inside.â
âIâm leaving, too,â Judith said.
Iain shook his head. âYou donât tell me what you plan to do, Judith. You ask my permission.â
He sounded like he was instructing a child. She was thoroughly disgruntled, but hid her reaction because Brodick was watching. âI see,â she whispered.
âWhere did you think you were going?â
âTo collect the rest of my things from Frances Catherineâs home.â
She decided not to give him time to give her permission. She stretched up, kissed him, and then hurried to the door. âI wonât be gone long.â
âAye, you wonât,â lain called out. âYou will be back in ten minutes, Judith. I have need to speak to you about a few important matters.â
âYes, Iain.â
lain watched her leave. As soon as the door shut behind her, Brodick started laughing.
âWhat the hellâs so amusing?â
âI was appreciating the fire in your wifeâs eyes when you told her she needed your permission, Iain.â
lain grinned. Heâd appreciated her reaction, too. The woman certainly had an untamed wild spirit inside her.
Erin came into the hall then, turning Iainâs thoughts to far more important matters. He sent Brodick up the stairs to fetch Graham to hear what Erin had to say.
Judith started down the hill in a hurry, then
slowed her pace. It was a glorious day. The sun was shinning bright and the breeze was actually warm. She tried to concentrate on the beauty around her instead of the high-handed way lain had told her she would have to get his permission whenever she wanted to do something. Did he actually believe she should get his approval before going to visit her dear friend? She guessed he did.
Judith knew it was her duty to get along with her husband. She was supposed to obey him just as she had promised to during the wedding ceremony. There was also the telling fact that her husband happened to be the laird. Marriage, she decided, was going to take some adjustment in her thinking.
Sheâd stopped halfway down the hill and leaned against a fat tree while she considered her new position. She loved lain; she trusted him completely. It would be wrong for her to openly defy him. She would have to be patient, she supposed, until he had reached the point where he didnât find it necessary to look out for her every minute.
Perhaps Frances Catherine could offer a suggestion or two. Judith wanted to make lain happy, but she didnât want him to turn her into a serf. Her friend had been married a long time and had certainly encountered a similiar problem with Patrick. She wondered how she had gotten Patrick to listen to her opinions.
Judith pulled away from the tree and continued on down the walkway.
The first stone caught her in the center of her back. She was pitched forward and landed hard on her knees. She was so surprised, she instinctively turned around to see where the stone had come from.
She saw the boyâs face just seconds before the second stone hit her. The jagged rock tore into the tender flesh directly below her right eye. Blood poured down over her cheek.
There wasnât time to scream. The third stone found its mark on the left side of her head. Judith collapsed on the ground. If there were other stones thrown, she didnât feel them. The force of the blow to her temple knocked her into a dead faint.
lain grew impatient when Judith didnât immediately return to the keep. He listened to Erinâs report concerning the possibility of an alliance between the Dunbars and the Macleans, but his mind wasnât on the topic. Erin was telling him what he already knew, and the report was only being repeated for Grahamâs sake. The leader of the council hadnât believed such a union was possible, as both the Dunbar laird and the Maclean laird were too old and too set in their ways to give up any power for the sake of the otherâs clan. Now, listening to Erinâs account of the meeting heâd actually observed, Graham was fully convinced.
And still Judith didnât return. His gut instinct nagged that something was wrong. He told himself she had simply lost count of the time. She was probably sitting at Frances Catherineâs table, deep in discussion about some topic or other, and didnât realize the time. Reason didnât allay his worry, however.
He couldnât sit still any longer. He didnât announce his intention to leave the meeting. He simply got up and started for the entrance.
âWhere are you going, Iain?â Graham called out. âWeâve need to form a plan now.â
âI wonât be gone long,â lain answered. âIâm going after Judith. She should have been back by now.â
âShe probably just lost track of time,â Brodick suggested.
âNo.â
âIs she testing you, then?â the warrior asked, smiling over that possibility. âThe womanâs stubborn, lain. She might have taken exception to your order.â
lain shook his head. His denial was vehement. âShe wouldnât defy me.â
Brodick abruptly stood up. He bowed to Graham and then hurried after his laird. lain took the path down to his brotherâs cottage. Brodick rode his mount and took the long way around the trees.
lain found her first. She was crumpled on the ground, resting on her side, and the only part of her face visible to him was covered with blood.
He didnât know if she was dead or alive. And in those seconds it took for him to get to her, he was consumed with terror. He was incapable of reasoning anything through. Only one thought raced through his mind. He couldnât lose her. Not now, not when she had only just come into his bleak life.
His roar of anguish echoed down the hills. Men came running, their swords drawn, ready. Patrick had just started out the doorway with his wife on his arm when the chilling sound reached him. He pushed Frances Catherine back inside, ordered her to bolt the door, and then turned and went racing up the hill.
lain wasnât aware heâd shouted. He knelt down beside Judith and gently turned her until she was resting on her back. She let out a soft whimper. It was the sweetest sound he had ever heard. She hadnât been taken from him. lain started breathing again.
His men gathered in a half circle around him. They watched as their laird slowly checked Judith for broken bones.
Brodick broke the silence. âWhat the hell happened to her?â
âWhy doesnât she open her eyes?â Gowrie asked at the same time.
Patrick shoved his way through the crowd and knelt beside his brother. âIs she going to be all right?â
lain nodded. He didnât trust himself to speak yet. His attention was drawn to the swelling on the side of Judithâs temple. He gently brushed her hair away to get a better look.
âGood Lord,â Patrick whispered when he saw the damage. âShe could have killed herself in the fall.â
âShe didnât fall.â lain made that statement in a voice shaking with fury.
Patrick was stunned. If she hadnât taken a fall, what happened to her?
Brodick answered his question before Patrick had time to ask it. âSomeone did this to her,â he said. He knelt down on one knee on the other side of Judith and began to gently wipe the blood away from her cheek with the edge of his plaid. âLook at the stones, Patrick. Thereâs blood on one of them. This wasnât an accident.â
It took every ounce of discipline lain possessed not to let his rage take control. Judith came first. Retaliation could wait. He finished checking to make certain the bones in her legs and ankles were still intact, then turned to lift her into his arms. Patrick helped him.
The two brothers stood up at the same time. Iainâs gaze settled on Brodick. The anguish the warrior saw in his lairdâs eyes was telling.
lain didnât just want Judith in his bed. He was in love with her.
She was cradled against his chest. lain started up the hill, then suddenly stopped. He turned back to Brodick.
âFind the bastard.â He didnât wait for his command to be acknowledged. âPatrick, go and get Frances Catherine. Judith will want her by her side when she wakes up.â
The vibration in his voice shook her awake. Judith opened her eyes and tried to comprehend where she was. Everything was spinning around and around, making her stomach queasy and her head pound. She closed her eyes again and let lain take care of her.
She didnât wake up again until lain was placing her in the center of his bed. The minute he let go of her, she tried to sit up. The room immediately began to spin. She grabbed hold of her husbandâs arm and held tight until everything came into focus again.
She ached everywhere. Her back felt like it was on fire. lain quit trying to force her back down when she gave him that complaint. Graham came hurrying into the room with a bowl so full of water, some lapped over the sides with each step he took. Gelfrid followed with a stack of linen squares.
âMove aside, lain. Let me get to her,â Graham ordered.
âThe poor lass took quite a fall, didnât she?â Gelfrid remarked. âIs she usually so clumsy?â
âNo, she isnât,â Judith answered.
Gelfrid smiled. lain wouldnât let go of his wife. âIâll take care of her,â he told Graham. âSheâs mine, damn it. â
âOf course she is,â Graham agreed, trying to placate lain.
Judith stared up at her husband. He looked furious. His grip on her was stinging.
âMy injuries arenât substantial,â she announced, sincerely hoping she was right in that evaluation. âIain
, please let go of my arms. I have enough bruises.â
He did as she requested. Graham placed the bowl on the chest. Gelfrid dampened one of the linen squares and handed it to lain.
He didnât talk to her while he cleaned the blood away from the side of her face. He was being extremely gentle. The cut was deep, but lain didnât think the injury needed to be threaded together until it healed.
She was relieved to hear that decision. She didnât relish the idea of anyone, even her husband, taking a needle to her skin.
lain appeared to be calming down. Then Gelfrid inadvertently got him riled again. âItâs a miracle she wasnât blinded. She could have had her eye plucked clean out. Aye, she could have.â
âBut I didnât,â Judith quickly said when she saw the chilling look come back into Iainâs eyes. She patted her husbandâs arm. âItâs all right,â she told him in a soothing tone of voice. âIâm feeling much better now.â
She was trying to comfort him. lain was exasperated with her. âYouâll feel better after Iâve put some salve on your cuts. Take your clothes off. I want to look at your back.â
lain gave her the order just as Graham leaned forward to place a cold wet cloth against the swelling above her temple. âHold this tight against the bruise, Judith. It will help take the sting out.â
âThank you, Graham. lain, Iâm not taking my clothes off. â
âThat blow to the side of her head could have done her in,â Gelfrid remarked. âAye, sheâs fortunate it didnât knock her dead.â
âYes, you are taking your clothes off.â lain told her.
âWill you quit trying to get lain upset, Gelfrid? I know it isnât intentional, but what could have happened didnât. Iâm fine, really.â
âOf course youâre fine,â Gelfrid agreed. âWeâd best watch her closely, Graham. She might be addled for a day or so.â
âGelfrid, please,â Judith said with a groan. âAnd Iâm really not going to take my clothes off,â she explained for a second time.
âYes, you are.â
She motioned him closer. Gelfrid came with him. âIain, we have . . . company.â
He found his first smile. Her modesty was refreshing, and the frown she was giving him made him want to laugh. She really was going to be all right. She wouldnât be acting so damned disgruntled if the head injury had been severe.