Page 13 of Wired (Buchanan-Renard 13)
After going over the details of the suspected leaks, he handed her a folder that contained all the pertinent information she would need to get started on her search. He then told her he would check in on her in a couple of hours. As he headed for the door, he turned back and asked, âIs there anything I can get you?â
She didnât answer him. She had already gone into her zone. Her fingers were flying over the keyboard, her eyes locked on her monitor.
With Liam out of the room, Allison was finally able to think. It was too difficult to focus with him next to her. Every nerve in her body reacted when he was near. She couldnât seem to put on her mask of indifference and ignore him. She never should have kissed him. All she wanted to think about was kissing him again, and that just wasnât at all normal. She certainly couldnât concentrate on such matters as the security of a major government agency when he was standing so close.
Starting with the facts in the folder she had been given on the people who had received the sensitive information, she began to work her way backward. She concentrated on the four who seemed to be the most obvious leaks. All of the people had received information through e-mails. As she suspected, the origins of the e-mails were obscure, but she eventually found the source for each one of them. The problem was, each source led to another source, and then another, and another. She completely lost track of time as she tried to navigate the maze.
Liam looked in on her a couple of times, but she was so engrossed in what she was doing he didnât disturb her. When he stopped by to ask her if sheâd like to take a break for lunch, she didnât look away from the monitor but stared straight ahead, her fingers still working the keyboard, and said, âNo, thanks. Iâll catch something later.â
Hours later, as employees were filing past her office on their way home for the evening, Liam returned. âHowâs it going?â he asked.
Her concentration broken, Allison looked up at him and shook her head. âIâve never seen anything like this. There must be hundreds of proxies. Whoever sent these e-mails sure knows his stuff. Each e-mail is coming through a different route, but itâs pretty obvious to me itâs ultimately the same source.â She sat back in her chair and stretched her arms over her head to release the tension in her shoulders. âIâm not there yet, but Iâm sure Iâll figure it out,â she assured him.
âItâs getting late. You need to stop for the night.â
âIâd like to keep going, if thatâs all right. This guy has created a massive labyrinth, and I just know I can find him.â Her eyes lit up at the thrill of the hunt. âI want to try a little longer,â she pleaded.
Liam swiveled the back of her chair around and turned her away from the desk. Taking her hand, he gently pulled her to her feet and said, âCome on, Allison. Itâs time to take you home.â
She didnât realize how stiff she was until she walked to the door. She wanted to rub the kinks out of her lower back, but she wasnât about to moan and groan in front of Liam. She wasnât a frail old lady. She was feeling out of shape, and no wonder. It had been over two weeks since she had worked out, and her muscles were protesting her sitting for so long without moving.
During the long day, Allison had downed several bottles of water, but she hadnât been hungry. Sheâd been too busyâand too excitedâworking through the massive, convoluted puzzle to think about food. She was thinking about it now, though. As if on cue her stomach grumbled. Did she have a granola bar in her purse? Probably not. She glanced at her watch and was shocked. It was already half past seven. The time really had flown by.
As though reading her mind, Liam asked, âHave you eaten anything at all today?â
âI was busy.â
âYouâre going to get sick,â he scolded. âFrom now on you eat lunch. I donât want you to keel over.â
He sounded worried about her, and she couldnât hide her surprise. She wasnât used to anyone showing concern or even noticing when she ate or what she ate . . . except for Aunt Jane when she was monitoring her calorie intake.
âDid I mess up your plans for tonight?â she asked.
âNo. Youâre the priority.â
She realized he was still holding her hand when they stepped into the elevator. She didnât feel inclined to pull away.
There was a different guard on duty at the desk. She introduced herself and shook his hand, much to his surprise. As he retrieved her laptop and purse, he told her his name was Lawrence, and he would have given her his life story if Liam hadnât dragged her away.
He had just opened the car door for her when his cell phone rang. He saw who was calling and said, âIâve got to take this.â
After fastening her seat belt, Allison decided she might as well check her messages while she waited. There were two voice messages. Both were upsetting.
The first was from Giovanni. He had called at ten in the morning to report that her aunt had left word for him that she would be by that afternoon to pick up a check for twelve thousand dollars he owed for work Allison had done.
âDonât worry,â Giovanni said. âI wonât be giving her any money. I wonât even open the door. I do have your check ready, and Iâd love it if you could drive up and spend the evening with me. My guest roomâs always ready for you, but if you canât work it into your schedule, let me know where you want me to mail the check. And, darling, let me say one more time how thrilled I am that you finally got away from those vipers.â
The second voice mail was from her housemate Mark. He called at four oâclock to let her know that her uncle was parked in front of the house, obviously waiting to ambush her as soon as she returned home.
Liam finished his call and came around the car. He looked serious as he removed his jacket and placed it in the backseat before getting in. She wondered if his call was good news or bad news. His expression wasnât giving anything away.
âIâm starving,â he said. âLetâs go to dinner.â
She didnât have much of an appetite after listening to the messages, but she knew her uncle was waiting for her and she wasnât in any hurry to go home. âIâm not really hungry now,â she said. âIf you donât mind dropping me off at the library, I think Iâll do some work.â
One look at her and Liam knew something was wrong. She was so easy to read, and he liked that about her. She couldnât hide what she was feeling.
He started the engine and drove out of the parking lot. âYou have to eat,â he urged. âI have just the place in mind. I think youâll like it. What do you say?â
âThank you for the offer, but itâs been a long day and Iâm not really in the mood for a crowded restaurant.â
âThen I know youâll like this place,â he assured her.
âWhere is it?â she asked.
âYouâll see,â he said with a sly grin.
Curious, she relented. âOkay.â
She sat back and closed her eyes, letting the dayâs work fade to the back of her mind. She didnât want to think about it or anything else right now.
A half hour later, Liam turned toward the Charles River and pulled into a small parking lot. Coming around the car, he opened her door, took her hand, and led her down a path to an area shaded by large trees. A green wooden park bench sat before a cluster of tall forsythia bushes, and in front of it a long grassy area sloped down to the river.
Pointing to the bench, he said, âHave a seat and Iâll be right back.â
Allison was a little puzzled, but she trusted Liam and did what he said. After a few moments of sitting on the bench and watching the river, she felt an increasing calm, as though her worries were flowing away with the current. In the distance she could see people walking and biking along the river path, some exerting themselves for exercise, others simply enjoying an evening stroll. A row team out for practice drifted past in their long, sleek boat, the smooth, rhythmic strokes gliding them across the water. The e
ntire scene was hypnotic, and once she allowed it to take over, the noise and commotion of the city faded into the background.
A few minutes later, Liam appeared carrying two cans of soda in one hand and two hot dogs wrapped in foil in the other. âI hope you like mustard,â he said as he handed her a can and a hot dog.
âOf course,â she said, smiling. When he had taken his seat beside her and opened the wrapper for a big bite of his hot dog, she remarked, âYou were right. I do like this place.â
He popped the tab on his soda. âMy favorite spot in Boston,â he said, taking a big swig.
They sat quietly enjoying the view and eating their hot dogs. When they were finished, Liam stretched his long legs in front of him and folded his hands behind his head. Sitting there with him in this place of perfect tranquillity, Allison felt stress-free for the first time in days. She didnât want to talk about or even think about problems, so she asked Liam to tell her about some of the places heâd been assigned. He began with London and worked his way around the globe. Each city or country he mentioned seemed to have a story attached to it, and each story was either heartwarming or hilariously funny. She couldnât take her eyes off him. When he smiled, she felt a little catch in her pulse. The more he talked, the more she wanted to hear. Contrary to her initial assessment of him, she could see he had a wonderful sense of humor.
She especially liked the fact that he didnât have any trouble making fun of himself. Eventually their conversation turned to other topics, and they discovered a number of mutual interests, everything from baseball to ocean life.
When Liam told her about a near miss with a shark, she rubbed the goose bumps on her arms and asked, âHow could you ever get into the water knowing that some of the most dangerous predators are right there, waiting for a snack?â
Liam laughed. âAnd Iâm the snack?â
âYes. Havenât you ever seen Shark Week on television? Guess where some of the most dangerous sharks are.â
âAustralia.â
âThatâs right.â
âI grew up swimming in the ocean.â
âIs that how you learned to swim? In the ocean?â She sounded appalled. âI canât imagine . . . with all those waves and undercurrents. It can be very dangerous.â
âWe had a pool in our backyard, and thatâs where I learned. My father taught me. I was three or four. How old were you when you learned to swim?â
âAround seventeen, I guess. Giovanni taught me.â
âThe guy you model for? How did that happen?â
âWe were on a photo shoot. It was a beautiful location with this infinity pool that seemed to drop off the side of the world. I was modeling a bathing suit, and Giovanni wanted to get some shots of me coming out of the water.â She laughed as she added, âI didnât want to disappoint him.â
âSo you jumped into the water?â
âAnd almost drowned. Giovanni had to come in after me. He pushed the photo shoot to the next day, and right then and there he gave me my first lesson.â
âYou must have shocked the hell out of him.â
She laughed again. âOh yes, I did.â
Liam could tell she was having a good time. So was he, he realized.
âHereâs a question,â he said nonchalantly as he reached for her empty can and wrapper. âSwim in the ocean where you know thereâs a great white, or walk across a lawn where you know thereâs a poisonous snakeâwhich do you choose?â
She drummed her fingertips on the park bench while she thought about it. âSwim,â she finally said.
âMy brother and I played that game all the time. Drove our parents nuts.â
âWhat was it like, growing up in Australia?â she asked.
He described his family and their home on the Australian coast with its aquamarine waters and white sand beaches. It sounded like an idyllic childhood. He clearly was very close to his family, especially his younger brother. The two boys had been daredevils, and from some of the escapades he told her about, she suspected they had given their parents some sleepless nights. Allison was captivated by his stories and the way his eyes crinkled at the corners just before he was about to tell of some mischievous prank. She still couldnât figure him out, but she was definitely intrigued. His sense of adventure and the need to do something that mattered had obviously led him to the work he was doing now. By comparison, she was a boring nerd. While she hid in her room writing code, he was out in the world experiencing life.
When there was a lull in the conversation, she looked around. It was night and the river was dark, the only light coming from the moonâs reflection off the water and a distant streetlight on the path. She glanced down at her watch. It was almost eleven. They had been talking for three hours. She had been so caught up in their conversation she had completely lost track of time. She had forgotten about her worries for a while, but unfortunately they came rushing back when, as they were walking back to his car, Liam asked her if she had gotten bad news in the messages she had checked earlier.
âWhy would you think . . .â
âYouâre easy to read,â he said. âYou checked your messages and you were upset.â
âNot upset,â she corrected. âIrritated.â
He hadnât started the engine yet and turned toward her. âTell me.â
She knew he wouldnât let up until she explained, so she quickly told him about both messages.
He didnât hide his disgust. âYour aunt thought she could sign your name to your check and deposit it in her account?â
âSheâs done it before.â
âBut youâre not going to let her do it again.â
âNo, Iâm not.â
âWhy do you think your uncle was sitting in front of your house? The money?â
âI donât know. Maybe to try to get me back under his thumb. Heâs got a bad temper,â she added. âAnd when he drinks, he can be . . . unreasonable.â
Frowning, he asked, âHas he ever hit you?â
âAlmost. Once. Will stopped him and told him to leave me alone,â she answered. âFrom then on I pretty much stayed out of his way. For the most part we ignored each other . . . that is, until he needed the money I could bring in.â
âYou had a hell of a time growing up, didnât you?â
She stiffened. âDonât feel sorry for me. It wasnât all bad, and I got away with a lot. As long as I didnât bother them and I stayed out of trouble, I could do whatever I wanted. And as long as my sister was around, I was okay.â
âWhat about when she wasnât around?â he asked quietly.
âI was more cautious,â she said. âI took care of myself,â she added before abruptly changing the subject. âHow soon will my aunt and uncle find out that Will is going to get probation?â
âTomorrow or the day after. What happens when he screws up again, Allison?â
âYouâve already asked me that question.â
âIâm asking again.â
She knew he wanted to make sure she wouldnât waver. âHeâs on his own if he messes up. I havenât changed my mind. Iâm done. I promise.â
They were just a couple of blocks from her house when Liam said, âIf your uncle is still sitting out front, Iâm going to talk to him.â
âNo, Iâll handle him. You donât need to fight my wars for me.â
âYeah, well, Iâm talking to him,â he insisted. âAnd if heâs behind the wheel and has been drinking, heâs going to be spending the night in lockup.â
The set of his jaw indicated he was going to be stubborn, and when they turned the corner to her street, she was relieved. Fortunately her uncle had left. She was thankful there wouldnât be a confrontation.
Liam walked her to the door and once again held most of the contents of her purse while she searched for her house key. As soon as she got the key in the lock, he turned t
o leave.
âIâll pick you up at eight,â he said.
âI can drive myself. I have GPS. I wonât get lost.â
âIâm still picking you up at eight.â
Thoroughly confused, she asked, âWhy?â
He walked back to her. âBecause I want to.â
The mood changed the closer he got to her. They stood in the shadows staring at each other, and Allison wondered if he would kiss her again.
Liam was wondering how he was going to keep away from her. Did she have any idea how seductive she was? He couldnât stop staring at her mouth, remembering how soft her lips were and how sweet she tasted.
âThank you for dinner,â she said without taking her eyes away from his.
âYouâre welcome.â His voice was gruff.
He told himself to turn around and walk away, but he couldnât make himself do it. What was happening to him? Heâd never had any problems with women before. Allison was different, though. She was messing with his head, and he doubted she even realized it.
âAre you going to kiss me?â
âNo.â
His abrupt answer should have embarrassed her, but it didnât. âYou looked like you were about to kiss me.â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â She sounded disgruntled.
The blunt question made him smile. âIâm trying to keep my distance.â
âAnd Iâm making that difficult for you.â
âYes.â
âIn my defense, youâre making it difficult for me, too.â
âYeah? Howâs that?â
âMixed signals,â she said, nodding. âYou say you donât want to get involved, and the next minute youâre grabbing me and kissing me crazy.â