Page 17 of Hotshot (Buchanan-Renard 11)
She shrugged. âI keep replaying the conversation with Drew, and thatâs taken my appetite away. I guess you werenât as disgusted as I was,â she added with a smile when he reached for the last slices of fruit. She pushed the small fondue pot toward him.
âIâm used to dealing with the depraved,â he said as he dipped the orange into the rich dark chocolate and popped it in his mouth.
âSo, no surprises with Drew?â
âNo,â he answered. âHeâs a good-looking guy who could probably get most of the women he went after, but that doesnât do it for him. He wants them young and beautiful, and youâre both.â
Her head came up. âYou think Iâm beautiful?â
He seemed surprised by the question. âYeah, I do . . . when youâre not being a royal pain.â
She didnât understand why, but she was inordinately pleased with the backhanded compliment. Smiling, she was content to watch him finish dinner. She didnât have to ask if he enjoyed the meal because he ate every bit. He needed the fuel. God only knew how many calories he burned in a day. He was a big man and very muscular. She remembered running her fingertips over his broad shoulders, down his rock-hard chest, and over his thighs. She remembered everything about their night together . . . every little detail.
âYou still have a swimmerâs body,â she blurted.
âI still swim,â he said as he stood and reached for her plate, stacking it on his and carrying both to the kitchen. He helped her clear the table and load the dishwasher, then picked up his phone. âIâve got to make some calls.â
âFinn? Do people ever recognize you?â she asked. âYou won three gold medals. You could have been a celebrity.â
âThat happened a long time ago. People see an FBI agent, and thatâs what I want.â
âYou could have done commercials,â she pressed. She laughed then because he looked so appalled. âPicture it. You in your Speedo holding up a tube of toothpaste, smiling into the camera.â
If she wanted to tease, he could, too. âAnd you could have been a model. Picture it. You wearing high heels walking down the runway in your undies, smiling into the camera.â
âModels never smile. Itâs a rule. No smiling on the runway. And I could never be a lingerie model. Iâm not overly . . .â She suddenly realized what she was about to say and stopped.
He saw her blush and wouldnât let it go. âOverly what?â
âEndowed,â she finished. âMost of them are overly endowed. And I couldnât be a fashion model, either. Most of them are flat-chested, and Iâm not.â
His eyes slowly scanned her body, and several heartbeats later he said, âNo, youâre not.â
Every part of her reacted to his sexy voice. How did he do it? He looked at her, and she was ready to tear off her clothes. And his. It really was the craziest thing. One glorious night with Finn had turned her into a shameless nymphomaniac.
The heat that was warming her face was rapidly making its way down her body and settling between her thighs. She hastily folded her dish towel and laid it next to the sink. Stepping around him, she headed toward her bedroom. âMake your calls. Iâm going to get into the shower.â
As she was closing her door, he called out to her. âPeyton?â
âYes?â she answered expectantly, hoping he hadnât noticed how flushed she had become.
âDinner was great. Iâve never eaten chicken that tasted so good.â
She beamed with pleasure. Now, that was a lovely compliment. She was flattered when Finn told her she was beautiful. It was a very nice thing to hear, but she couldnât help the way she looked. She sure as certain could roast a perfectly delicious chicken, though.
She showered, washed her hair, and used a gallon of scented body lotion on her arms and legs. While she dried her hair, she thought about her nightgown choices. Should she wear the short, black silk nightie? Or would that be too obvious? If she walked out into the living room wearing it, he would immediately know she wanted to sleep with him. Not actually sleep, of course. Call it what it was, she told herself. Sex. She wanted him to make love to her again.
As she sorted through the drawer trying to decide, she could feel her heartbeat quicken. Sheâd never felt or acted this way toward a man in her entire life. It was a totally new sensation, and she took a deep breath to calm herself.
Yes, this was unfamiliar territory for her, but what about Finn? He was behaving normally, in his relaxed and self-assured way. What was he thinking? He certainly hadnât given her any indications that he wanted to go to bed with her again. In fact, heâd been acting rather aloof and businesslike since heâd arrived, treating her as though she were just an old friend who needed help. He hadnât even kissed her.
She surveyed her sleepwear choices again. Maybe she shouldnât appear to be so eager. Maybe she should wear her old faded cotton pajamas. But if she chose those, what message would that send? And why hadnât he kissed her? She frowned thinking about that. Maybe sex with her hadnât been all that great, and if so, why not?
By the time she put on her short, pink silk nightgown she was primed for a fight. She was going to storm into the living room and demand to know why he no longer wanted her.
Mimi saved her from making a fool of herself. Peyton had just pulled the down comforter back on her bed and was reaching for her robe when her friend called.
âWant a laugh?â Mimi began.
âSure. I could use one.â
âBridget told me that now that Iâm back in the Bountiful Table familyâhonest, those were her exact wordsâIâm no longer banned from the celebration of Miriam Swiftâs life. She personally delivered the invitation.â
âShe couldnât have. Sheâs dead.â
Mimi laughed. âBridget handed me the invitation. Itâs such a crock. The celebration is on a Sunday afternoon, and everyone in the company is invited, which would imply they had a choice, right? Not so. Itâs mandatory.â
âWhen are you going to give your notice?â
âLars went to HR and handed his in today. They asked him to stay the full two weeks and he agreed. Iâll give my notice on his last day and leave then and there,â she promised. âWe want to drive down to Florida together . . . you know, following each other in our cars. Can you wait that long for us?â
âYes, but no longer than two weeks and youâre out of there. I worry about you. Did Lars tell them where he was going?â
âNo,â she said. âYou know Lars. He canât lie, but he hinted that he was homesick. If they want to believe heâs going back to Sweden, thatâs fine. Iâm finished with my news,â she added. âWhatâs going on there?â
âYouâll never guess who stopped by.â
She told Mimi all about her encounter with Drew, and when she was finished, her friend was flabbergasted. âDid he come right out and threaten you in front of an FBI agent?â
âNo,â she said. âHe implied.â
âAccording to his calendar, heâs in L.A. checking out a couple of new restaurants. Guess thatâs a lie.â
âWhat about Parsons? Have you seen him around the office?â
Mimi thought for a second. âGood old Rick Parsons is usually glued to Eileenâs side, but, now that you mention it, I havenât seen him all week. Could be longer. Eileen has been in the cafeteria for lunch every day this week, but Parsons hasnât been with her. Iâd remember if he was there. I could ask around.â
âNo, I donât want you asking questions. In that tight little community everything gets back to Eileen, right?â
âRight,â she agreed. âParsons doesnât come into the main building unless Eileen is here. Heâs supposed to work in the plant. Heâs one of the supervisors who doesnât do diddly.â
âDrew takes care of his friends, doesnât he? Thereâs no telling what heâs put him up to.â
âThis is all my fault,â Mimi sa
id. âDrew must have read that text I sent you before I erased it. Thatâs why he came to threaten you.â
âItâs okay. I told him you talked me out of suing. You might get another raise.â
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As soon as the call ended, Peyton went into the living room to tell Finn what Mimi had to say, but he wasnât there. She could hear water running and knew he was in the shower, which meant he was naked. Of course he was naked, she reasoned. He wouldnât shower in his clothes.
âDonât picture it. Donât think about it. Donât . . .â Saying it out loud didnât make any difference. The second she heard the water running she envisioned gloriously naked Finn standing under the spray of water cascading down his muscular shoulders. He was just feet away from her. In her mind she saw the ripple of muscle across his chest, the curly dark hair that tapered just above his navel, and those thighs . . . those gorgeous thighs . . .
âOh, for the love of . . .â She groaned as she turned around and walked back into her bedroom. âYou just had to picture it,â she muttered to herself.
This sensation was new to her, and she didnât like it one bit. So this was what sexual frustration felt like. Difficulty swallowing, rapid heartbeat, sweaty palms, and trembling all over. There was heat, too, heat in her belly. Some of these symptoms were signs of a heart attack, werenât they? One way or another, she was probably going to keel over. Hot and bothered. Might as well add those to the list, too. She guessed she knew exactly what they meant now.
She was in trouble, all right. If just thinking about him naked aroused her, there was no hope. Was she doomed to a perpetual state of misery?
For Peteâs sake, why hadnât he kissed her?
She sat on her bed and drew her knees up under her chin, wrapping her arms around her legs. She was able to force the foolish thoughts from her mind because the water wasnât running any longer. Finn had clothes on by now. Turning her attention to the resort, she made a mental list of what needed to be done tomorrow. There would be several trades arriving. She would have to coordinate the electricians, plumbers, painters, and movers, but all in all, it wasnât going to be too hectic. She had worked out a schedule for each of them.
Everything was organized and on track, and she was feeling pretty good until the phone started ringing. Four phone calls later she was in a state.
Her uncle Brian was the first to call. He wanted to talk to her about his little girl, Debi. He asked Peyton to let his sweet daughter be part of their exciting venture.
Little girl? She was thirty years old. And sweet? Was he serious? Peyton was surprised he could say âsweetâ and âDebiâ in the same sentence and not choke. Yes, he was her father and, yes, he loved her, but surely he could see what a shrew she was.
Peyton patiently explained that it wasnât possible to include Debi. A contract had been drawn up and signed by all parties. It was a done deal. When she finally hung up from speaking to her uncle, she knew he wasnât happy, but she thought at least the matter had been settled.
Ten minutes later, her father was on the line. When Uncle Brian didnât get her cooperation, he had immediately called to complain about her. Peytonâs father wanted to keep peace in the family, and for that reason, he asked her to give Debi a chance. Peyton once again explained about the contract. She also reminded him that Debi had passed up the chance to run the California resort. According to her father, that was water under the bridge and they shouldnât dwell on it. Despite his protest, she stood her ground, and she ended the conversation thinking, once again, the matter was settled.
Unfortunately, Uncle Brian wasnât through campaigning for his daughter. He called once more and threatenedâin loving uncle talkâto tell her uncle Leonard that she was being uncharitable. He would have to wait to speak to his brother because he was in Bali, but as soon as Len returned home, they would have a lengthy conversation about her attitude.
Peytonâs father was sick of hearing from his brother and wanted the matter resolved. At least thatâs what he told Peyton when he called yet again. He pulled out several religious punches. Itâs better to give than to receive, isnât it? No, not always, Peyton silently answered. She should turn the other cheek with Debi. Why? she wondered. Yes, Debi could be difficult, he agreed, but in her defense, she was an only child and didnât have sisters to show her the way. Peyton thought that was a lame argument. She knew plenty of people who were the only children in their families and they werenât dysfunctional or spoiled; however, she didnât say her thoughts aloud. She knew sheâd be on the phone an hour if she debated the issue.
She could hear her mother in the background but couldnât make out what she was saying.
âWhat does Mom want?â
Her fatherâs long, drawn-out sigh came through the phone. âYour mother wonders if youâve met anyone down there.â
Peyton decided she had two choices. She could either start screaming or she could laugh. She chose humor. âNo, I havenât. Iâve been busy. Iâve got to go now.â
âHold on,â her father insisted. âDo you know where Lucy is? Your uncle Brian has been trying to get ahold of her, but she isnât answering her phone. Do you know why?â
She could tell him the truth, that Lucy was smarter than she was because she had looked at caller ID before answering. Lucy knew why Uncle Brian was phoning and didnât want to argue with him. Her uncle wouldnât give up, though. Lucy knew that, too.
âShe probably went to bed. She put in a long day. Iâm exhausted, too,â she added. âLove you, Dad. Night.â
Before the phone had a chance to ring again, she turned it off and plugged it in to the charger. Then she dropped down on the bed on her stomach and closed her eyes.
Finn stood in the doorway listening to Peyton mutter to herself. His gaze went to her long legs and slowly moved up to her sexy backside.
âPeyton? Mind if I come in?â
She rolled onto her side and gave him a disgruntled look. âSure, come on in.â
âWhat were you doing?â he asked as he crossed the room and sat on the bed next to her.
âHaving a moment.â
âMeaning?â
âI was contemplating the merits of being an orphan.â
âAh,â he drawled. âIâm guessing Debiâs father called.â
âHow did you know?â
âShe promised to get him to call and make you change your mind. In fact, she screamed it as she was leaving. So, did you?â
âDid I what?â
His grin was devilish. âChange your mind.â
She was having trouble following the conversation. The man was a distraction. He was wearing a pair of faded navy shorts and nothing else. She wanted to stare at his massive chest, to run her palms down his hard, warm body, to kiss him everywhere, especially those amazing thighs . . .
âNo,â she blurted. âI didnât change my mind.â
Threading her fingers through her hair to give it some semblance of order, she sat up. One of the straps on her nightgown slipped down her arm, exposing a good deal of her breast. She adjusted the strap and waited for him to tell her why he had come into her bedroom.
She vowed she wouldnât bring up the past. Every ounce of her wanted to ask, what is this? To tell him she didnât know the rules and could he please explain them. They did have sex, didnât they? She didnât imagine it. But now he was acting as though they hadnât. Was being blasé about it all the sophisticated way of behaving?
Having sex with her must have been a disappointment for him, she decided, and he didnât want a repeat performance. That much was obvious to her because here she sat in her scanty nightgown, and he hadnât even looked at her. In fact, he was staring at the top of her head, giving the impression he was bored. What were they supposed to be now? she wondered. Pals? Best buddies? Okay, then. If thatâs what he wanted, thatâs what he would get. âDid you say something?â she asked. He nodded but remained silent. She nudged him. âYes?â she prodded.
âI just got a call. Albertson is at the airport waiting to board the company jet. Iâve got a man watching him,â he explained. âSo far, Albertson is the only one there. No Parsons.â
âMaybe heâs in Dalton, and Drew really did come here alone. When will I get my car back?â
He rubbed the stubble on his jaw. âTomorrow, probably late afternoon.â
She didnât ask if the technicians had found anything that would help them identify the shooter because Finn would have told her.
âHow long are you staying?â she asked.
He stretched out on the bed and propped two pillows behind his back. âI donât know yet. Ronanâs gonna need some help with a case pretty soon. This is a great mattress.â
She watched him stack his hands on his chest and close his eyes. âThe mattress in your bedroom is identical. Go try it out.â
âIâm kinda comfortable here.â
âListen, palââ
âPal?â he repeated, laughing.
He pulled her down beside him and held her close. She struggled to get up until he pushed her head down on his shoulder. âThere, comfy now?â
Laughing, she asked, âWhat are you doing?â
âRelaxing.â
She threw one leg over his hips. He blocked her knee before it slammed into his groin. Snuggling up against him, she yawned and asked, âIs the outside door locked?â
âYeah.â
This was crazy, she thought. He should either kiss her or get out of her bed and go to his own. Yet, it was chilly and his body was wonderfully warm. She couldnât resist the temptation and began to caress his chest with her fingertips. Finn put his hand on top of hers, keeping her still.
âBehave yourself and go to sleep.â
Finn had made up his mind that he and Peyton would talk about expectations before they had sex again. No messing around until she understood there couldnât be a long-term relationship. Going forward would be up to her. Until the talk, he was going to be honorable and leave her the hell alone.