Page 22 of Slow Burn (Buchanan-Renard 5)
What had set her off? âSure,â he said. âIf you want to go alone, you can go alone.â
She immediately became suspicious. This was too easy. âThank you.â
âHow are you going to get there?â
âIâll drive.â
âWasnât your car blown up?â
How could she have forgotten that? âI wonât drive my car.â
âI guess not.â
âIâll rent a car.â
âKate, whatâs this about?â
You, you big dummy. Youâre what this is about. You could get killed. Oh, God, she couldnât even think about that. And what about all the other detectives and policemen? All of them could die in one big boom. She shook her head, letting him know she wasnât willing to explain.
He didnât take the hint. âWhatâs this about?â he repeated.
She gave in. âIt just struck me. People could die protecting me . . .â
Tears pooled in her eyes. Dylan must have seen them because he pulled her to her feet and hugged her. âItâs okay. Youâre just a little overwhelmed.â
âI guess I am,â she said. She waited for him to give her a few words of comfort, to say something, anything, that would make her feel better.
He didnât seem inclined to do more than hold her, and after a moment she realized that was all she really needed.
Chapter Thirty-two
Kate lifted her head from Dylanâs chest. âWhat about Carl?â
âWhat about him?â
She put some space between them. âAre you convinced that he had nothing to do with any of this?â
âYes, Iâm convinced.â
âThen he can go home?â
âNo, not yet. Heâs going to have to convince some other people first.â
Two FBI agents and another detective from Charleston PD who were helping Nate out arrived at the police station an hour later and took turns questioning Carl. After they had finished with him, they let him go home. He kissed Kate on the cheek, squeezed her hand, and whispered, âBe brave, darling.â
They questioned her next. She was weary of having to go through every little detail again, starting with that first explosion, but she cooperated and answered every question as thoroughly as she could. By the time they ran out of questions, she had run out of patience.
Drummond came to get her. âCome on, Kate. Itâs time to go home. Your house has been searched from top to bottom, and is clear.â
âWhereâs Dylan?â
âHeâs waiting for you in back.â
She collected her purse and briefcase from his office and followed him to the back door.
He put his hand on her shoulder. âYouâre going to get through this just fine,â he said. If she wasnât sure of his good intentions, she might think he was chastising her with his abrupt order.
âIâll be over later with dinner,â he added.
âYou donât have to go to all that troubleââ
âYes, I do. I looked inside your refrigerator. Iâll bring something,â he said curtly.
She was glad hadnât protested when she arrived home and looked in the refrigerator. There really wasnât anything there she wanted to eat. Her stomach was grumbling. Neither she nor Dylan had eaten anything since breakfast, and it was already after six.
âTime flies even when youâre not having fun,â she remarked as she walked into the front hall.
Dylan followed her up the stairs carrying their bags.
âYouâre not having fun? I guess weâll have to do something about that.â
He didnât ask her if she wanted him to share her bed. He put his bag in the guest room and dropped her bag on her bed.
She was not going to ask him to sleep with her. Absolutely not. She went into the bathroom, locked the door, and took a long shower, hoping that would revive her.
It didnât help much. She put on her favorite pair of old jeans and a T-shirt and actually did feel a little better then. She combed her hair and went downstairs.
Dylan was in the backyard talking to a police officer. She watched him from the kitchen window while she chewed on a wilted celery stick. He looked tired, she thought. And wonderful. He certainly seemed to be coping better than she was. There were moments when she felt she was going to fall apart.
Not wanting him to catch her staring at him, she forced herself to turn away. She listened to the messages on her home phone. Most of them were for Isabel, and none of them were important.
She was feeling out of sorts and restless. She got a bag of potato chips out of the pantry and put it back unopened.
She knew what was wrong with her. Dylan. How long was it going to take her to stop loving him, she wondered. Was it even possible, or was she doomed to live in misery the rest of her life? There was no one to blame but herself for her unhappiness. She had known from the very beginning what she was getting into with himâhe loved them and he left them. He didnât make any excuses about the way he lived. He was what he was.
And she was what she wasâa complete idiot because she had fallen in love with him.
Definitely melancholy tonight, she decided. Stress was putting her on edge. Thatâs what it was, all right. Stress. And feeling completely helpless.
The doorbell rang, and she was forced to stop feeling sorry for herself. She assumed it was Drummond with dinner, and she was suddenly ravenous. It wasnât Drummond, though. It was Nate, and when she opened the door for him, he looked astonished to see her.
He was quick to recover. âWhat are you doing opening this door?â he demanded.
His glare made her flinch. âYou rang the doorbell. Answering it seemed the proper thing to do. Please, come in.â
âAre you alone in here?â he demanded as he stormed past her. âWhat the hellâs wrong with you? Donât you know someoneâs trying to kill you? Or donât you care?â
âYes, I know, and yes, I care,â she said softly. âPlease stop shouting at me. My ears are ringing.â
He took a deep breath before continuing. âIâve got to yell at someone. Whereâs Dylan?â
âIn the backyard. There are deputies in the front and the back,â she said. âSo it was all right for me to open the door.â
âThatâs not why Iâm angry,â he snapped.
She chased him to the kitchen. âThen why are you?â
âBecause I didnât know where the hell you were last night. Not good,â he snapped. âYou two just . . . vanished. What if I had vital information? What then? Dylan wasnât answering his cell phone, and you werenât answering yours . . . what the hellâs the matter with him? He knows better. Where is he?â
Nate was on a rampage. âI just told you,â she answered.
âTell me again,â he demanded.
âIn the backyard,â she said. âHave at him.â
âDonât you dare open that front door again. Understand me?â
He didnât wait for an answer but tore the kitchen door open and went outside. The door slammed shut behind him.
Heâs just lost his dinner invitation, she thought. How dare he shout at her. She wasnât a child he could scold.
But he was right, she reluctantly admitted. They should have let him know where they were going. It wasnât deliberate; they werenât trying to hide from him. They hadnât been sure where they would spend the night, and once they had checked into the hotel, one thing led to another, and they had become occupied.
Oh, thatâs a great excuse. Sorry we didnât call. We were too busy having sex. Nate would understand. Sure he would.
The chief arrived a few minutes later with enough food to feed half the town.
âWhatâs going on out there?â he asked as he set the bags on the kitchen counter and looked out the window. âLooks like Hallinger is giving Dylan hell.â
Kate quickly explained.
The chief glanced out the window again. âDylan doesnât seem contrite. Fact is, heâs giving it back.â With a shrug he added, âTheyâll work it out. L
etâs eat.â
The chief was right; they did work it out. Nate didnât ask if he could stay for dinner. He grabbed a plate and helped himself.
âIâll get some men here in an hour and let you off the hook, chief,â he offered.
âNo reason to do that,â Drummond replied. âWeâre all set. Youâve got enough going on trying to get everyone in place for tomorrowâs meeting.â
âIs that a for-sure thing?â Nate asked. âShe signs the papers tomorrow? No more changes?â
âSeven oâclock tomorrow night unless you change the plan,â Dylan said. âWe just went over this in the backyard.â
âIâm making sure. No oneâs going to disappear on me again. Got that?â
âYou need to let that go.â
âAnd you needââ Nate began.
Drummond put his hand up to stop him. âThatâs enough. Kate needs all the help she can get, so stop bickering and get with the program.â
Nate nodded. âYes, sir.â
The three men went over strategy for the next day while they ate.
âWhat did you find out about the video?â Dylan asked Nate. âAny idea who taped it?â
âNo. We know that it and the packet of photos were delivered by messenger to Anderson Smithâs office. He claims no one there even knew a video existed until it and Compton MacKennaâs instructions showed up on his desk.â
âSomeone knew about it,â Dylan insisted. âWhen Compton was talking into the camera, he would glance beyond the lens every so often. Obviously, someone else was in that room. What about servants, staff?â
âNo, thereâs no one we can find who knew anything about it.â
Dylan glanced over at Kate, whose eyes were half closed.
âKate, why donât you go upstairs to bed,â he suggested. âWeâre almost finished here.â
She was happy to oblige. It had been a very long day. She could hear the men talking as she put on her pajamas, and a few minutes later she heard Nate and Drummond leaving.
She was tired, but she decided to call Isabel to check on her before going to bed. Her sister surprised her by answering. Kate said hello and didnât get another word in for about fifteen minutes. Isabel must have assumed that the reading of the will had turned out to be a big nothing because she didnât ask Kate about it. Her social life seemed to be the only thing she was interested in talking about, and Kate had to remind her she was there to study. She was relieved, however, that Isabel was happy . . . and safe.
âHave you heard from Reece Crowell?â Kate asked.
âHe should still be in Europe, but donât worry. If he comes back and starts bothering me again, I can handle him,â Isabel replied, and then she moved on to more immediate topics.
While Kate was listening to Isabelâs description of the young man who sat next to her in her sociology class, the call was interrupted. Thinking it could be important news, Kate cut into Isabelâs chatter.
âIsabel,â she said, âIâve got another call. I have to hang up now. You be very careful, okay?â
She was surprised by the voice she heard when she switched over.
âKate, this is Vanessa MacKenna.â
Kate was slow to respond, unsure of how she should react. After an awkward pause, she said, âVanessa, hello, what can I do for you?â
Vanessa was a bit stiff as she began the conversation, but she quickly loosened up and actually became quite gracious.
âAnderson called and told me how much you loved having those photos of your father,â she said. âHe asked me if I wouldnât mind looking around Comptonâs houseâor rather my house nowâand see if there might be others. The attic is packed full of boxes, and I decided I might as well get started clearing things out. As luck would have it, I found a box full of things I believe belonged to your father. There are photos but also trophies and school papers and a couple of report cards. Iâll pack it all up and send it to you, or I could drop it off at Andersonâs office if youâd prefer. And Iâll keep looking for more,â she promised. âIâm staying at the house now because Bryce went back into the hospital last night, and this will make it a shorter commute to see him. You know, you could stop by and see the old place . . . if youâre interested. Iâd love to show you around.â
âYes, Iâd like to see it someday,â she responded.
âJust let me know when itâs convenient. Perhaps next week or the week after? Iâd like to get to know you, Kate. You seem so . . . different from Bryce and his brothers, refreshingly different.â
Kate felt a pang of guilt after the conversation ended and sheâd hung up the phone. She hadnât asked Vanessa how serious Bryceâs condition was, but then she realized an expression of sympathy or concern would have been hypocritical.
Dylan walked into her bedroom as she sat cross-legged on her bed with the phone still in her hand.
âI just received a call from Vanessa MacKenna,â she announced. âShe invited me to come to Comptonâs house. She said she has more things that belonged to my father.â
Dylan stopped at the foot of the bed and scowled. âYouâre not going anywhere near that house or any of the Savannah MacKennas until weâve caught whoever is out to kill you,â he ordered.
âNo, of course not,â she assured him. She wasnât in the mood for a lecture now. Sheâd had enough pressure in one day to last a lifetime, and so she moved away from the subjects of bombs and killers and money.
âI also talked to Isabel,â she said. âShe seems happy. I didnât tell her you were here. I didnât want her to know . . . you know . . .â
âKnow what?â he prodded.
âI told her everything was fine, and if she knew you were here, sheâd start asking questions. What are you doing?â
âWhat does it look like Iâm doing? Iâm taking my clothes off, and then Iâm going to get in the shower.â
âThereâs a shower in the guest bath . . .â
She stopped talking when he shut her bathroom door. A second later she heard the shower.
She could be more forceful and send him to the guest room to sleep, but she didnât want to, and that was the problem. In her heart she knew she was going to attack him as soon as he opened the door.
âI need help,â she muttered. She was thoroughly disgusted with herself. She pulled the covers back and stretched out on the bed. This is all Jordanâs fault, she decided. Jordan sent Dylan, and she knew . . . oh, yes, she knew what would happen.
Kate rolled onto her side and picked up the phone. Jordan couldnât avoid her forever, and she decided she would leave a message that would guarantee sheâd call back.
Voice mail picked up. Kate waited for the beep and then she said, âJust thought you should know Iââ She suddenly stopped. What if someone else listened to the message and heard her say sheâd slept with Dylan? âNever mind,â she said.
She was hanging up the phone when she heard someone say, âShe should know what?â
It was a manâs voice. âWho is this?â
âMichael Buchanan. Is this Kate?â
Thank God sheâd come to her senses. âWhat are you doing in Boston?â
âIâm on leave. I got in early, and Iâm staying with Jordan until next weekend. Then Iâll move over to Nathanâs Bay. Mom and Dad will be home by then.â
Michael had graduated from Annapolis and was training to become a Navy SEAL. He was a real daredevil, and of all the Buchanan brothers he was the most competitive.
âWhen are you coming back to Boston?â he asked. âI want a rematch.â
âWhy? Youâll only lose again.â
His laugh was just like Dylanâs. âWeâll see about that.â
âDid you know Dylanâs here?â
âYes. Jordan told me heâs helping you with a little problem.â
A little problem? âYes, thatâs right.â
They talked for another minute. She promised to tell Dylan that Michael was home, and Michael promised to make Jordan call her back.
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sp; Sheâd just hung up the phone when Dylan came out of the bathroom. Heâd put on his khaki shorts and was going downstairs to check on the police officers to make sure they were where they were supposed to be. Kate thought he was being a little obsessive-compulsive.
He didnât come back upstairs for a long time. Kate tried to go to sleep, but her mind wouldnât rest. She kept thinking about the âlittleâ problem of figuring out who was trying to kill her. It had to be one of the MacKennas, but which one? Maybe all of them. Wouldnât that be something? Vanessa could be in on it, too. At this point anything was possible.
Chapter Thirty-three
Kate had been tossing and turning for what seemed like hours when Dylan finally came to bed. It was well after midnight.
He didnât ask her if he could sleep with her. He simply took off his shorts and slid in next to her. He was awfully sure of himself, she thought, and she was about to tell him so when he pulled her into his arms.
âYou awake, Pickle?â
âIâm too nervous about tomorrow to go to sleep.â
âGood,â he said. He lifted her hair off the back of her neck and began to nibble on her soft skin.
Shivers coursed down her legs, and she moved restlessly against him. âWhy is it good?â she asked breathlessly.
âItâs good because I wonât have to wake you up to make love to you.â
He might have said something more to her; she couldnât remember. The way he was touching her demanded her full attention, and forming a coherent thought simply became impossible.
Their lovemaking was different tonight, more passionate, far more intense. And when at last they had both found fulfillment, he continued to hold her in his arms and stroke her back. His chin rested on top of her head, and every once in a while he would kiss her.
As soon as the haze of passion lifted, she was miserable. She wanted to tell him how she felt, but she couldnât. Why? Because the quickest way to get him to disappear would be to admit that she wanted to be with him forever.
She did want that impossible dream with all her heart. How would he respond if she told him she wanted him forever? Heâd probably pass out on her. She was actually able to summon up a smile as she thought about how crazy those three little words would make him.