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âBut what about the other woman? There were three . . . werenât there?â
âAnne Trapp. She stayed inside the house.â
âWhy? Why would she stay?â
âI donât know. Youâll have to ask Carrie, or maybe Knolte knows the reason now.â
Avery stood and nearly tripped over her backpack and duffel bag. âHow did these get here?â
âThe chief called a friend. He got my car working and drove it here.â
Avery was so relieved and jubilant about Carrie, she felt limp and giddy. She wanted to laugh and cry, and kiss John Paul. Oh, she really wanted to kiss him, and a whole lot more. What was wrong with her? Maybe it was the endorphins. Yes, thatâs what it was.
She mentally shook herself. She needed to concentrate on Carrie now. And Uncle Tony. âDid anyone call my uncle?â
âYes,â he answered. âHeâs a happy man right now, but scared too. He wants to get on the next flight to Aspen.â
She nodded approval. âWhoâs downstairs?â she asked as she knelt beside her duffel bag and unzipped it.
âFBI,â he said. âThere are five of them downstairs, all talking on their cell phones. Theyâve taken over the police station, and Chief Tyler isnât real happy about that. Tylerâs an okay guy,â he added. âHe doesnât much like the FBI either.â
She rolled her eyes. âYour prejudice is juvenile, John Paul.â She pulled out a pair of khakis. âI should go down and find out what they have so far. Any word on where Monk might be?â
âNo,â he answered. He was staring at her legs, noticing how long and shapely they were. One thought led to another, and another, and before he could stop himself, he was picturing her legs wrapped around his thighs.
He looked at the wall behind her head. âYou canât go downstairs like that.â
âLike what? Iâm going to put on slacks,â she said. âAnd since when do you care what I look like?â
âI donât care,â he answered gruffly. âBut I can see through that threadbare T-shirt.â
She looked down, whispered, âOh, God,â and grabbed the sheet from the cot, tugging with all her might to get the end out from under John Paul. She dropped her slacks as she wrapped the sheet around her.
âWhy didnât you say something sooner?â She was blushing.
âNow, why would I want to do that?â
His grin was lecherous. Shaking her head, she said, âI need to go to Carrie as soon as possible. She must be crazed after what sheâs been through.â
His smile vanished. âNot a good idea,â he said. âSit down, Avery. We need to talk.â
His tone of voice indicated it was serious. She sat down beside him. âYou donât think I should go see Carrie?â
âNo, I donât. Talk to her on the phone if you need proof sheâs okay, but donât go to her.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause thatâs what the FBI wants you to do,â he said. âThe agent calling the shots from Aspen told Knolteââ
She interrupted. âWhoâs Knolte?â
âThe kid agent downstairs running the show here,â he explained. âHe told me the game plan. They want to put you and Carrie and the judge together in protective custody until they get Monk, and thatâs not a good idea.â
âJohn Paul, theyâre good at what they do.â
âYeah? Well, so is Monk,â he said. âAnd staying together is gonna make it real easy for him.â
Avery didnât say a word. She silently agreed, but she felt it would be disloyal to the Bureau to admit her reservations.
She tried to get up, but he put his hands on her shoulders.
âWhat are you doing?â
âBracing you so you wonât hit your head if you faint.â
âListen,â she said. âDownstairs . . . when I lost it . . . that was the first time in my life I ever passed out. Iâm not a weakling. I was sleep-deprived and stressed . . . really stressed out. I wonât faint again. Now let go of me. I want to get dressed and go downstairs to talk to Agent Knolte.â
âIn a minute,â he promised. He tightened his hold as he said, âThereâs something else you need to know.â
âYes?â
He was suddenly at a loss for words. He was searching for the best way to tell her. âItâs going to be difficult . . .â
âI can handle it. Just tell me.â She relaxed her shoulders then and said, âSorry, I didnât mean to snap at you. What is it?â
âCarrie knows who the woman with Monk is.â
She tilted her head. âShe knows her?â
âYes.â He took a breath. âYou know her too.â
âCome on, John Paul. Stop fencing. Just tell me,â she demanded.
âJilly. Carrie said her name is Jilly.â
Averyâs reaction stunned John Paul. She didnât faint; she didnât cry; she didnât argue, and she didnât go into full-blown denial.
She roared.
Chapter 27
GET ME A GUN, JOHN PAUL. I WANT A GUN NOW. A BIG ONE.â
She looked like an avenging angel as she paced around him. She stopped just inches in front of him, poked him in the chest, and made her demand again.
Chief Tyler stood just inside the doorway of the dormitory, shifting from foot to foot as he waited for one of them to notice him.
âSheâll stay dead when I get finished with her,â Avery railed. âI want a gun.â
The chief couldnât stop himself from trying to reason with the distraught woman.
âNow, Miss Delaney, you shouldnât be talking crazy. What if someone does shoot your mother? With you making threats, who do you think the police will come looking for? I understand youâre overwrought, but . . .â
She whirled around to confront the policeman. âJilly is not my mother. Sheâs the woman who gave birth to me, but she has never been nor will she ever be my mother. Are we clear on that?â
Tyler hastily nodded. Her wrath was blistering, and he was so surprised by the change that had come over her he didnât know how to proceed. Sheâd been such a sweet, appreciative little lady when heâd first met her, but now she was a spitfire.
The chief turned to John Paul for help. âThis canât be the same woman I met downstairs. She wouldnât happen to have a twin, would she?â
âSorry, no twin,â he said. âSheâs just got a temper.â He made that comment sound like a compliment.
The chief thought it was an understatement. âCanât you reason with her? She canât go running out of here with a gun, thinking she can shoot her moth . . .â He stopped himself in time. âIf she isnât your motherââ
âShe isnât.â
âThen what should I call her?â
Avery didnât hesitate. âA frickinâ maniac,â she snapped. âA deviant sociopath, a psychopath. Take your pick. Just donât call her my mother.â
âYes, maâam.â
Mollified, she clutched the sheet to her neck, picked up her duffel bag, and walked with her head held high toward the bathroom.
âJohn Paul?â
âYes?â
âGet me a damn gun.â
The door shut before he could answer.
Tyler scratched his jaw and asked, âWhat are you going to do about her?â
He shrugged. âGet her a gun.â
Tyler stepped into the room and shut the door behind him. âAre you going to let them take her to Aspen? You heard them talking. They want to put her, her aunt, and that judge in a safe house until they catch the man hired to kill them.â
âYes, I heard,â he said.
âIf you ask me, theyâre putting all their eggs in one basket, and I figure the reason must have something to do with their budget. Less manpower if they keep them together, but if this professional killer . . . whatâs his name?â
âMonk,â John Paul said.
âIf heâs any good, heâll find them. All heâd have to do is wait around that hospital and follow the judge. Thatâs what Iâd do.â
John Pau
l agreed. âI heard Knolte say they were going to keep them together.â
âBut you didnât hear the rest of their plans because you had already gone upstairs to tell Avery her aunt was alive. Did you know thereâs an important trial coming up?â
âNo, I didnât know.â
The chief lowered his voice as he continued. Even though he could hear the hair dryer humming in the bathroom and doubted Avery would hear them talking, he moved closer to John Paul.
âTheyâre going to retry a man named Skarrett. You familiar with him?â
He tensed. âYes,â he said. âSo heâs getting a new trial? When is it?â
âIt starts three weeks from today,â he said. âKnolte was on the phone arguing with another agent whoâs giving them orders. Anyway, when he hung up, he noticed me watching him, and he closed up tight, until I told him I was coming up here to check on the girl.â He smiled as he added, âOf course, I didnât come right up. I made a little noise going up a couple of steps, then snuck back down and lingered in the hall so I could hear what he was telling the others.â
He glanced at the bathroom door before continuing. âIf they havenât nabbed Monk by the time the trial starts, they arenât going to let Avery or her aunt testify, and from what I could gather, the man in charge didnât think it would be so bad if Skarrett got off.â
John Paul was astonished. âAre you serious?â
âOh, yes,â he drawled.
âWhy in Godâs name would theyââ
âTheyâre hoping that Skarrett will lead them to a big stash heâs got hidden away. It seems Skarrett robbed a jewelry store and stole several million in uncut stones. Theyâre hoping to get them back.â
âSo theyâre going to make it easy for Skarrett to walk?â
âAveryâs a key witness,â Tyler pointed out. âAnd if she doesnât testify . . .â He left the sentence hanging. John Paul was staggered by the endless possibilities of what could and would go wrong. His voice reeked with sarcasm as he said, âNow, thatâs a plan guaranteed to get screwed up.â
Tyler was in full agreement. âThatâs the way I see it too. Are you going to tell Avery? Once theyâve got her in that safe house, she wonât be able to get out.â
âIâll let Knolte tell her,â he said. âAvery works for the FBI, so sheâs a believer in teamwork.â
âAn idealist, huh?â
âAfraid so.â
âThatâs not good. What about you? What are you going to do?â
âI guess Iâll take off,â he said. âNo reason to hang around here.â
âYou think this Monk has backed off?â
âYeah, I do,â he said. âBut not for long. Heâs taken the contracts, and when he hears that Carrie and the judge are still alive, heâll hit again. He has to. His reputation is on the line. Heâs going to continue to go after Avery too.â
Oh, yes, heâll strike again and again and again. Until he gets the job done.
It was as though Tyler had just read his mind. âSo you think itâs okay to let those boys downstairs watch over Avery? You think sheâll be all right?â
âSheâs a smart, tough woman. She can handle herself.â
Tyler looked disappointed in him. âIf you think thatâs the right thing to do, but if you donât and you decide you might want to do something on your own, I thought Iâd mention Iâve got this nice little cabin tucked away in the mountains. I was going to go up there for a couple of weeks, and I just stocked the kitchen. Only needs the refrigerator foods, like milk and eggs, and youâd be all set. If youâre heading toward Denver, it wonât be much out of your way. It would be a good place to hide out until you and Avery decide what to do . . . about the trial and all.â
John Paul tried to interrupt him, but Tyler rushed on. âThereâs a barn where I keep my car, and Iâll write out directions for you and tell you where the key to the cabin is hidden . . . if youâre interested. You think about it and let me know before you leave. Iâll go down and write those instructions just in case.â
Having had his say, he turned around and went back downstairs. John Paul didnât know what the hell he was going to do. He stood there thinking about the situation for several minutes, then muttered an expletive as he picked up his gear and carried it down to the car. The chiefâs assistant had dropped off his clean clothes. They were folded next to Averyâs on the bottom step. He shoved his in the bag, ran back up the stairs, and placed hers on one of the cots, and then headed outside.
The chiefâs friend had parked Jean Paulâs car in the alley between the buildings, just below the windows in the dorm. He threw the bags into the back of the SUV and then decided he should say good-bye to Avery. He couldnât just take off, could he? Saying good-bye and wishing her luck was the decent thing to do.
If she asks me to stay, then I will, he told himself. But if she doesnât ask, then Iâm out of here. Simple as that. She doesnât need me. But if she asks . . .
He walked into the room and stopped cold. He nearly tripped over his own feet when he saw her. She was standing by the window with her arms folded, waiting for him.
âWhy are you glaring at me?â he asked with a defensive scowl of his own.
âI saw you putting your bags in the car,â she said, nodding toward the window. âAre you leaving, then?â She took a step toward him but stopped when she noticed his back stiffened. âI would appreciate an answer.â
âDo you want me to stay?â
âDo you want to stay?â
âWhat kind of an answer is that? Iâm not in the mood to play games, Avery.â Then, before she could respond, he squinted at her and asked, âWhat happened to your face?â
Her hand went to her cheek. âWhatâs wrong with my face?â
âNothing. It just looks . . . different.â
âI washed it, put on some moisturizer and a little makeup. Thatâs all.â
âMakeup? Why would you do that? Do you want to look nice for your FBI buddies?â
Oh, brother, was he in a mood. âWhatâs the matter with you?â
He couldnât answer because he couldnât possibly put into words what was going on inside his head right now or how he was feeling. Why he was suddenly itching for a fight was beyond him. He only knew he was furious with her and with himself because she had been able to do to him what no other woman had done before. She had tied his stomach into knots. What was worse was that he had let her.
What was next? His heart? The hell with that.
âHave you talked to Agent Knolte yet?â
âNo, I was waiting for you to come upstairs. Were you going to leave without saying good-bye?â The big jerk. She would not cry, no matter how angry he made her. She took a breath to steady her resolve, walked across the room, and thrust her hand out. âThank you for all youâve done.â
He ignored her hand. âAvery . . . if you wantââ
She interrupted. âChief Tyler came upstairs looking for you. He wanted to talk to you, said it was important.â
âI just talked to him not five minutes ago.â
She shrugged. âHe must have something else to say to you. Heâs waiting in the restaurant.â
âYeah, all right.â
âHave a safe trip home,â she said. She turned around and walked back to the window. âGood-bye, John Paul.â
He couldnât believe she was blowing him off. He stared at her back for a minute, then abruptly turned and went downstairs. Her cold farewell had been that of a stranger, and he was too pissed off to try to figure out why her attitude had changed.
Fortunately, he didnât get swamped by agents as he walked through the police station. Knolte and a couple of other young hotshots were studying maps and talking on their cell phones. One agent did try to engage him in conversation, but he ignored him, shoved the swinging door open, and crossed over to the restaurant. The front was deserted, but he could hear whistling coming from the kitchen. He walked behind the red Formica counter and spotted the chief at the grill
. The aroma of sizzling meat filled the air.
âYou ready to take off?â the chief asked.
âJust about.â
âYou want to take a hamburger for the road?â
âNo thanks. Where is everyone?â
âMy restaurant crew? I sent them home a while back. If Knolte and his friends want something to eat, they can fix it themselves.â
âDid you want to see me about something?â
Tyler frowned. âI already said what I had to say. I went ahead and put that sheet of directions in your car just in case you change your mind and decide to take me up on my offer to use my cabin. You ought to think about it,â he urged. âI canât get up there for another month, thanks to my wifeâs relatives. She informed me last night we have two weddings and a reunion to attend.â
âYeah, Iâll think about it,â he said. âThanks for your help, Chief, and for the food and bed.â
âGlad I could help,â Tyler said. He unlocked the back door and stepped into the alley with John Paul.
âYou take care of yourself.â
âI will,â he said as he opened the car door and slid behind the wheel. He noticed the folded paper the chief had placed on the seat next to him and picked it up with the intent of handing it back.
âYou sure that little girlâs gonna be all right?â
That was the third time the chief had asked him that question. John Paul gave him the same answer. âSheâll be okay.â
He didnât believe that nonsense, not for one second, and he could tell from Tylerâs expression, he didnât believe it either.
âIâll be seeing you,â Tyler called, raising the spatula he was holding in farewell.
John Paul put his key in the ignition, dropped the paper on the seat, and then sat there, brooding. His conscience wouldnât quiet down. Avery had made her choice, he reminded himself. Yeah, she had let him know in no uncertain terms that she didnât want or need him.
There was only one problem with her decision. He wanted and needed her.
He thought heâd gotten rid of his feelings years ago when disillusionment had taken root, but now he realized heâd only been fooling himself with his hate-everyone, donât-need-anyone attitude and that he was as human and flawed as everyone else. Who would have thought?