Page 3 of The Bourne Imperative (Jason Bourne 10)
He sighed deeply, and his legs relaxed, his arms came down to his sides and were released. He stared up into the face swimming above him, shuddering at the recurring thought of the water closing over him. Heâd never go out on a boat again or even plunge through breakers as he used to do when he was a child. He frowned. Had he really done that? With an enormous effort to focus himself, he realized that he couldnât remember his childhood. His frown deepened. How was that possible?
He was distracted by the face above him speaking to him. âMy name is Christien. What is yours?â Christien repeated the question in a number of languages, all of which he understood, though he had no idea how he understood them. He had no memory of learning any language.
After Christien had finished, he said automatically, âMy name isââ and then stopped.
âWhat is it?â Christien said. âWhatâs happened?â
âI donât know.â He looked around the room, almost in panic. âI canât remember my name.â
Christien, who had been leaning over, now stood up and, turning, said something he couldnât make out to a shadowy figure behind and just to the right of him. He strained to make out the face, but then the figure stepped into the light.
âYou canât remember your name?â the second man said.
He shook his head, but that caused a fierce throbbing.
âWhat do you remember?â
He took a moment, but this only made him break out into a cold sweat as, his brow deeply furrowed, he strained to recall anythingâeven a single memory.
âRelax,â the second man said. He seemed to have taken over from Christien.
âWho are you?â he said.
âMy name is Jason. Youâre in a private clinic in Stockholm. Christien and I were out fishing when you surfaced. We pulled you into our boat and flew you here. You were suffering from hypoxia and hypothermia.â
He thought, I should ask Jason what those words mean, but to his shock, he already knew. He licked his lips and Christien, leaning over, poured water from a carafe into a plastic cup and stuck a bendy straw in it. Christien stepped on a pedal, and his head and torso were raised to a modified sitting position. He took the cup gratefully and sipped the water. He felt parched, as if his thirst would never be slaked.
âWhatâ¦what happened to me?â
âYou were shot,â Jason said. âA bullet grazed the left side of your head.â
Automatically his left hand went to the side of his head, felt the thick layers of bandages. He had identified the source of his headache.
âDo you know who shot you? Why you were shot?â
âNo,â he said. He drained the cup, held it out for more.
While Christien refilled it, Jason said, âDo you know where you were shot, where you went into the water?â
At the mention of going into the water he shuddered. âNo.â
Christien handed him the cup. âIt was Sadelöga.â
âDo you remember Sadelöga?â Jason said. âDoes the name sound familiar?â
âNot in the least.â He was about to shake his head again, but stopped himself in time. âIâm sorry, thereâs nothing I remember.â
This seemed to interest Jason. âNothing at all?â he said.
He stopped sipping his water. âNot where I was born, who my parents are, who I am, what I was doing inâwhere did you say?â
âSadelöga,â Christien said.
âMaybe I was fishing there,â he said hopefully, âlike you.â
âI very much doubt that fishing involves being shot, and thereâs no hunting to speak of there,â Jason said. âNo, you were in Sadelöga for another reason entirely.â
âI wish I knew what it was,â he said sincerely.
âThereâs another thing,â Jason said. âYou had no identification on youâno wallet, passport, keys, money.â
He thought a moment. âI threw them all away, along with my shoes, to lighten myself. I was desperate to get back to the surface. They must all be at the bottom of the sea now.â
âYou remember getting rid of these things,â Jason said.
âIâ¦Yes, I do.â
âYou said that you remembered nothing.â
âThat I remember. Nothing else.â He looked at Jason. âI donât recall you pulling me out of the water, or the trip here. Only those first panic-stricken moments after I went under, not going under itself. Nothing of that.â
Jason seemed lost in thought. âMaybe when youâre sufficiently recovered we should take you back to Sadelöga.â
âWould you agree to that?â Christien asked.
He thought about that for a moment. On the one hand, the idea of returning to the spot where he went into the water terrified him; on the other, he felt an overwhelming, desperate desire to know who he was.
âWhen can we leave?â he said at last.
What do you think?â
Bourne looked at Christien. They were downstairs in the lounge of the private clinic owned by Christienâs company. Outside, the traffic along Staligatan was fierce, but the clinicâs thick windows muffled all noise. Clouds were gathering as if for a battle. Once again, it looked like snow. They sat on low Swedish-modern furniture, stylish as well as practical: a sofa in a sturdy print, its colors suitably muted, that was the focal point of one of several conversation areas.
âHe reminds me of me,â Bourne said.
Christien nodded. âI had the same thought, though this manâs amnesia appears virtually complete.â
âIf heâs telling us the truth.â
âJason, he was quite clearly in serious distress. Is there any reason to doubt him?â
âThe bullet that grazed the side of his head,â Bourne said. âHe isnât a tourist. Also, he quite clearly, as you would say, understood all five languages you spoke to him in.â
âSo heâs a linguist. So what?â
âSo am I.â
âYouâre also a professor of comparative linguistics.â
âUsed to be.â
âHe could be one, too.â
âWhatâs he doing out here with a bullet crease in the side of his head?â
âNoted.â
âI want to find out whether heâs in our business.â
Christien gave him a skeptical look. âJust because heâs a linguist?â
Bourne gestured. âLook, if heâs not a spy we have nothing to worry about. But given what youâve told meâ¦â
Christien spread his hands. âAll right, what do you suggest?â
âWe have some time before we can take him back to Sadelöga.â
âWhat does it matter? We wonât get anything out of him in his current state.â
âUntrue. We can subject him to a series of tests.â
Christien shook his head. âTests? What do you mean?â
Bourne sat forward, perched on the edge of the sofa. âYou discovered that this man speaks at least five languages when he himself didnât know that. Letâs find out what else he doesnât know he knows.â
Soraya and Peter left the briefing with Hendricks filled with mixed feelings.
âThis so-called Nicodemo sounds like a ghost,â Soraya said. âI donât like chasing ghosts.â
âFor some reason, Hendricks is obsessed with finding and eliminating Nicodemo,â Peter said. âHe gave it his highest priority. And yet, he had no specific intel, no chatter as to a clear and present attack that Nicodemo might be planning against American personnel or citizens abroad or here at home. I smell a political hot potato.â
âI never thought of that.â
Peter laughed. âThatâs because you still have one foot in Paris.â
She turned to him. âIs that what you think?â
He shrugged. âCan you blame me?â
The hallway was quiet, save for the hum of the HVAC vents high up in the walls. Far away at one end, she thought she saw Dick Richards coming toward them, and she groaned inwardly. The guy was like a leech.
She gestured with her head
toward Richards. âIf we canât trust each other, weâre fucked.â
âMy thought exactly.â
âAbout your leavingâ¦â
âLetâs not talk about that now, Peter.â She sighed. It was definitely Richards coming toward them. âSo how important to us is finding Nicodemo?â
âIf, as you surmise, the issue is political, not very. I didnât take this job to carry Hendricksâs water.â
âI think I know just what to tell Maryâs little lamb.â
She smiled broadly as they met Dick Richards halfway along the hall.
Richards handed a dossier to Peter. âI have some intel briefs I thought youâd want to see,â he said helpfully.
âThanks.â Peter, opening the file, glanced through the pages with no real interest.
Soraya shoved the fuzzy intel on Nicodemo that Hendricks had given them in the briefing at Richards.
âPeter and I would like you to run this person of interest down,â she said, âsee if thereâs anything substantive to him, see what level of danger he represents to US interests abroad.â
Peter looked up as Richards nodded. He gave her a sharp glance to which she responded with her sweetest smile.
âWeâd appreciate your dropping whatever it is youâre working on now,â she continued, âand concentrating on this until you can give us a yea or a nay. If you need any help, ask Tricia.â She pointed in the general direction of the chubby blonde.
âGreat.â Richards, having no interest in assistance of any kind, slapped the back of his hand against the thin file Soraya had given him. âIâll get on it ASAP.â
âAtta boy,â she said. âMake it so, Number One.â
âStar Trek TNG, right?â He gave her a lopsided grin. âI wonât let you down, Captain.â Turning on his heel, he retreated down the hallway to his cubicle to begin his data search.
Peter frowned. âThat was wicked cold.â
She shrugged. âIt saves us some busywork and it keeps him off our streets. Whereâs the harm?â
When Dick Richards heard their muffled laughter behind him, he began to change his mind about at last feeling included. Or perhaps he only imagined their laughter. What he knew was real, however, was their contempt. Director Marks had been okayâcool, but helpfulâwhen he had arrived at the presidentâs beckoning. The atmosphere started to deteriorate, however, the moment Director Moore returned from her medical leave in Paris. Regarding the co-?directors of Treadstone, Richards had no more to go on than hearsay, office scuttlebutt, and, least reliable of all, the inter-agency mythos that always arose like smoke obscuring the true contours of the land.
The presidentâs orders had been most specific. He had come to the great manâs attention through his job at the NSA, cracking the core code to the horrific Stuxnet worm, the most advanced malicious software worm to date, the first to be called a cyberweapon, that had baffled the best cyber security analysts for months. Variations on the Stuxnet worm had sucked up information on US advanced weapons systems, clandestine asset locations, forward initiatives by the military in both Iraq and Afghanistan, and drone strike targets in western Pakistan. He had also been the one to realize that the SecurID tokens the federal clandestine operatives used had been hacked. He identified the security flaw that had allowed the breach and sealed it.
He was like Einstein formulating the equation for the speed of light. At least that was how he had been described to the president by Mike Holmes, his former boss at NSA. Now he worked strictly for the president, reported to him directly. Their relationship was unprecedented, and quite naturally caused no end of jealousy among the members of the presidentâs cabinet, who resented his presence, let alone his cyber triumphs. What it boiled down to, Richards thought now, as he climbed into his chair and faced his computer screen, was that they didnât understand him. Human beings, he had discovered, hated and feared anyone or anything they couldnât understand.
Now his new directors were firmly in that restive camp. Pity. He had begun to like Director Marks, and he might have felt the same way about Director Moore had either of them given him a chance. Someone else might have been angry at them for this gross disservice, but Richardsâs mind didnât work that way. He knew, also from experience, that the best way for him to not only survive at Treadstone, but to flourish, serving the president as he was expected to do, was to change the co-directorsâ opinion of him.
Opening the slim file Director Moore had handed him, he read through the close-set typescript, which, he saw immediately, was little more than unreliable bits and piecesâephemera from the field. Still, there remained the possibility, slim though it might be, that at the heart of this smoke-and-mirrors show there lay an actual piece of uncharted topography. And he knew without a shadow of a doubt that if he could reveal this topography for the directors, they would begin to see him in a new light. This, more than anything else, was what he desired. It was what needed to happen. His masterâs command.
He opened his Iron Key browser to the Internet and, fingers flying over the keyboard, began his search for a myth.
Rebeka stared out at the beautiful, bleak expanse of Hemviken Bay. Sitting at a waterside table at Utö Wärdshus, the only restaurant in this area of the southern Swedish archipelago, she nursed a coffee and her sore right shoulder. Sheâd received no more than a flesh wound from her quarryâs sudden attack. Anyone else would have berated herself for failing to deflect the attack, but not Rebeka. She had trained herself to let go, not to feel remorse or, worse, to castigate herself. She lived in the present, thinking only of the perilous future, and how to get there successfully while absorbing the minimum of damage.
Upon entering the restaurant, her practiced eye had noted all sixteen tables, only three of which were inhabited, one by a pair of old men, one of them in a wheelchair, slowly and deliberately playing chess, another by an ancient mariner with rough hands the color of a boiled lobster claw, reading a local paper while smoking a small-bowled pipe, and the third by a pregnant woman and her daughter, who Rebeka judged to be five or six. Her professional assessment was that none of them posed a threat, and she promptly forgot about them.
After her target had gone into the water, Rebeka, completely ignoring her knife wound, had spent the better part of an hour wading in looking for him. For all her efforts, standing firm against being pulled out with the tide, for the almost-frostbite in her toes, she had failed to find him. This was both unfortunate and frightening. She was fairly certain her shot had done nothing more than crease her targetâs head. If she hadnât killed him, she wanted to make certain the frigid water didnât. She needed what was in his brain, and she cursed herself for shooting at him at all. She should have simply jumped in after him. Overpowering him in the water, she felt certain, would have been no difficult matter. Instead he was gone and, with him, the intel he carried that would save her.
Absentmindedly, she stirred more sugar into her coffee, then took a sip. Her own people were now after her. No one knew better than she how ruthless and relentless the Mossad could be when they believed one of their own had betrayed them. She fervently wished there had been another way to tackle the problem, but she knew Colonel Ari Ben David better than to think he would believe her wild tale, and there was simply no one else to go to. Well, there was one person, but her training made her reluctant to involve anyone outside Mossad.
She heard the waitressâs voice, and turning, winced. The knife wound she had received in Damascus was not yet fully healed, and certain sharp movements of her upper torso reminded her it was still there.
âWould you care for more coffee?â
The waitress smiled at her. She looked like a Valkyrie. Rebeka could imagine her, armored, riding to Ragnarök, or, more realistically, out on a fishing boat, hauling in the morningâs catch. She nodded, returning the smile.
Turning back to the bay, she saw that a storm was coming in. Fine. The increasing bleakness matched her mood. She drank her coffee, added more sugar, and reflected
on her life since she had met Jason Bourne on her regularly scheduled flight to Damascus. Though it was only six weeks ago, her former cover as a flight attendant seemed like a hundred years ago. How her life had changed since then! She and Bourne had both been after the same terrorist target, Semid Abdul-Qahhar. During their showdown with him, they had both been wounded. Though he had been shot in the shoulder, Bourne had flown her in a stolen helicopter across the southern border into Lebanon and, at her whispered instructions, had set down inside the Mossad encampment in Dahr El Ahmar.
Now she had no idea where he was or whether he would even talk to her. After all, it was she who had directed him to the encampment commanded by Ben David. For all she knew, he blamed her for what had happened.
No, even if she had been able to find him, she couldnât go to Bourne with her suspicions, in spite of the fact that they had arisen during her convalescence in Dahr El Ahmar. As far as he was concerned, she was the enemy. She had betrayed him. After what had happened, how could he think otherwise?
And, of course, she herself had come under suspicion from having brought Bourne into the encampment. Colonel Ben David was not a forgiving manâin truth, he could not afford to beâbut the change in how he viewed her shocked, then saddened, her. She was inured to the byzantine ways of her world, but nothing she had experienced before could have prepared her for how quickly and thoroughly he had turned on her. In fact, he had acted more like a jilted lover than her commanding officer. It was only later, after she had left, after she had decided to act on the intel she had overheard while convalescing, after she had been in full pursuit of her target, that the nature of Ben Davidâs true feelings had dawned on her. In hindsight, she realized that she had never been just an agent to him. Now, of course, it was too late to do anything about that, even had she wished to.
The stormfront hurled the first fistfuls of snow against the window with a force that startled her. The glass shivered and creaked in the wind. It was then that she turned around and saw the man, thin as a blade, sitting at a table near the door farthest from her, and knew that all was lost.