Page 42 of The Bourne Ultimatum (Jason Bourne 3)
âSantos wants to see you. With peace in his heart.â
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The Emergency Medical Service helicopter was lowered into its threshold; the rotors were cut and the blades thumped to a stop. Following EMS procedure when disembarking ambulatory patients, only then did the exit door open and the metal steps slap down to the ground. A uniformed paramedic preceded Panov, turning and assisting the doctor to the tarmac, where a second man in civilian clothes escorted him to a waiting limousine. Inside were Peter Holland, director of the CIA, and Alex Conklin, the latter in the right jump seat, obviously for conversational purposes. The psychiatrist climbed in beside Holland; he took several deep breaths, sighed audibly and fell back into the seat.
âI am a maniac,â he stated, emphasizing each word. âCertifiably insane and Iâll sign the papers of commitment myself.â
âYouâre safe, thatâs all that matters, Doctor,â said Holland.
âGood to see you, Crazy Mo,â added Conklin.
âHave you any idea what I did?⦠I purposely crashed a car into a tree with me in it! Then after walking at least half the distance to the Bronx, I was picked up by the only person I know who may have more loose bananas in her head than I do. Her libido is unhinged and sheâs running away from her trucker husbandâhot on her French heelsâwho I subsequently learned has the cuddly name of the Bronk. My hooker chauffeur proceeds to hold me hostage with such wiles as threatening to yell âRape!â in a diner filled with a collection of the NFLâs most carnivorous linebackersâexcept for one who got me out.â Panov abruptly stopped and reached into his pocket. âHere,â he continued, thrusting the five driverâs licenses and the roughly six thousand dollars into Conklinâs hands.
âWhatâs this?â asked the bewildered Alex.
âI robbed a bank and decided to become a professional driver!⦠What do you think it is? I took it from the man who was guarding me. I described as best I could to the chopperâs crew where the crash took place. Theyâre flying back to find him. They will; heâs not walking anywhere.â
Peter Holland reached for the limousineâs telephone, pushing three buttons. In less than two seconds, he spoke. âGet word to EMS-Arlington, Equipment Fifty-seven. The man theyâre picking up is to be brought directly to Langley. To the infirmary. And keep me informed as to their progress.⦠Sorry, Doctor. Go on.â
âGo on? Whatâs to go on to? I was kidnapped and held in some farmhouse and injected with enough sodium pentothal, if Iâm not mistaken, to make me a resident ofâof La La Land, which I was recently accused of being by Madame Scylla Charybdis.â
âWhat the hell are you talking about?â said Holland flatly.
âNothing, Admiral, or Mr. Director orââ
âPeterâs fine, Mo,â completed Holland. âI simply didnât understand you.â
âThereâs nothing to understand but the facts. My allusions are compulsive attempts at false erudition. Itâs called posttraumatic stress.â
âOf course, now youâre perfectly clear.â
Panov turned to the DCI with a nervous smile. âItâs my turn to be sorry, Peter. Iâm still wound up. This last day or so hasnât exactly been representative of my normal life-style.â
âI donât think itâs anybodyâs,â concurred Holland. âIâve seen my share of rotten stuff, but nothing like this, nothing that tampers with the mind. I missed all that.â
âThereâs no hurry, Mo,â added Conklin. âDonât press yourself; youâve taken a lot of punishment. If you like, we can postpone the briefing for a few hours so you can rest, calm down.â
âDonât be a damn fool, Alex!â protested the psychiatrist sharply. âFor the second time Iâve put Davidâs life in jeopardy. The knowledge of that is far worse punishment. Thereâs not a minute to lose.⦠Forget Langley, Peter. Take me to one of your clinics. Free-floating, I want to get out everything I can recall, consciously or unconsciously. Hurry. Iâll tell the doctors what to do.â
âYouâve got to be joking,â said Holland, staring at Panov.
âIâm not joking for an instant. You both have to know what I knowâwhether I realize I know it or not. Canât you understand that?â
The director again reached for the telephone and pressed a single button. In the front seat, beyond the glass partition, the driver picked up the phone recessed in the seat beside him. âThereâs been a change of plans,â said Holland. âHead for Sterile Five.â
The limousine slowed down, and at the next intersection turned right toward the rolling hills and verdant fields of the Virginia hunt country. Morris Panov closed his eyes, as if in a trance or as a man might do facing some appalling ordealâhis own execution perhaps. Alex looked at Peter Holland; they both glanced at Mo, then back at each other. Whatever Panov was doing, there was a reason for it. Until they reached the gates of the estate that was Sterile House Five thirty minutes later, no one spoke.
âDCI and company,â announced the driver to the guard wearing the uniform of a private security firm, in reality a CIA proprietary. The limousine proceeded down the long tree-lined entrance.
âThanks,â said Mo, opening his eyes and blinking. âAs Iâm sure you gathered, Iâm trying to clear my head and with any luck bring down my blood pressure.â
âYou donât have to do this,â insisted Holland.
âYes, I do,â said Panov. âMaybe with time I could piece things together with a degree of clarity, but I canât now and we donât have the time.â Mo turned to Conklin. âHow much can you tell me?â
âPeter knows everything. For the sake of that blood pressure of yours, I wonât fill you in on all the details, but the bottom line is that Davidâs all right. At least we havenât heard otherwise.â
âMarie? The children?â
âOn the island,â replied Alex, avoiding Hollandâs eyes.
âWhat about this Sterile Five?â asked Panov, now looking at Holland. âI assume thereâs a specialist, or specialists, the kind I need.â
âIn relays and around the clock. You probably know a few of them.â
âIâd rather not.â The long dark vehicle swung around the circular drive and stopped in front of the stone steps of the pillared Georgian mansion that was the focal point of the estate. âLetâs go,â said Mo quietly, stepping outside.
The sculptured white doors, the rose-colored marble floors and the elegant winding staircase in the great hall all combined to furnish a superb cover for the work done at Sterile Five. Defectors, double and triple agents, and field officers returned from complex assignments for rest and debriefing were continuously processed through its various agendas. The staff, each with a Four Zero clearance, consisted of two doctors and three nurses in relay units, cooks and domestic attendants recruited from the foreign serviceâin the main, overseas embassiesâand guards, all with Ranger training or its equivalent. They moved about the house and grounds unobtrusively, eyes constantly alert, each with either a concealed or an unconcealed weapon, except for the medical personnel. Visitors without exception were given small lapel pins by the well-spoken, dark-suited house steward, who admitted them and directed them to the locations of their scheduled appointments. The man was a retired gray-haired interpreter for the Central Intelligence Agency, but he suited his position so well in appearance he might have come from Central Casting.
Naturally, at the sight of Peter Holland, the steward was astonished. He prided himself on committing to memory every schedule at Sterile Five. âA surprise visit, sir?â
âGood to see you, Frank.â The DCI shook hands with the former interpreter. âYou may remember Alex Conklinââ
âGood Lord, is that you, Alex? Itâs been years!â Again hands were shaken. âWhen was the last time?⦠That crazy woman from Warsaw, wasnât it?â
âThe KGBâs been chuckling ever since,â laughed Conklin. âThe only secret she had was the recipe for the worst golumpki Iâve ever tasted.⦠Still keeping your hand in, Frank?â
âEvery now and then,â
replied the steward, grimacing in mock disapproval. âThese young translators donât know a quiche from a kluski.â
âSince I donât either,â said Holland, âmay I have a word with you, Frank?â The two older men walked off to the side speaking quietly as Alex and Mo Panov held their places, the latter frowning and sporadically breathing deeply. The director returned, handing lapel pins to his colleagues. âI know where to go now,â he said. âFrank will call ahead.â
The three of them walked up the curving ornate staircase, Conklin limping, and down a lushly carpeted hallway on the left to the rear of the enormous house. On the right wall was a door unlike any of the doors they had passed; it was made of thick varnished oak with four small windows in the upper recessed panels and two black buttons set in an outlet casing beside the knob. Holland inserted a key, twisted it and pressed the lower button; instantly a red light appeared in the small stationary camera mounted on the ceiling. Twenty seconds later there was the familiar muffled metallic clanking of an elevator coming to a stop. âInside, gentlemen,â ordered the DCI. The door closed and the elevator began its descent.
âWe walked up to go down?â asked Conklin.
âSecurity,â answered the director. âItâs the only way to get where weâre going. Thereâs no elevator on the first floor.â
âWhy not, may the man with one foot missing ask?â said Alex.
âIâd think youâd be able to answer that better than me,â retorted the DCI. âApparently all accesses to the cellars are sealed off except for two elevators that bypass the first floor and for which you need a key. This one and another on the other side; this takes us to where we want to go, the other leads to the furnaces, air-conditioning units and all the rest of the normal basement equipment. Frank gave me the key, incidentally. If it doesnât return to its slot within a given period of time, another alarm goes off.â
âIt all strikes me as unnecessarily complicated,â said Panov curtly, nervously. âExpensive games.â
âNot necessarily, Mo,â interrupted Conklin gently. âExplosives can be concealed pretty easily in heating pipes and ducts. And did you know that during the last days of Hitlerâs bunker a few of his saner aides tried to insert poison gas into the air-filtering machinery? These are just precautions.â
The elevator stopped and the door opened. âTo your left, Doctor,â Holland said. The hallway was a glistening pristine white, antiseptic in its way, which was altogether proper, as this underground complex was a highly sophisticated medical center. It was devoted not only to the healing of men and women, but also to the process of breaking them down, crippling their resistance so that information might be revealed, truths learned that could prevent the penetration of high-risk operations, frequently saving lives as a result.
They entered a room that was in stark contrast to the antiseptic quality of the fluorescent-lit hallway. There were heavy armchairs and soft indirect lighting, a coffee urn on a table with cups and saucers; newspapers and magazines were folded neatly on other tables, all the comforts of a lounge designed for those waiting for someone or something. From an inner door a man in a white medical jacket appeared; he was frowning, looking uncertain.
âDirector Holland?â he said, approaching Peter, extending his hand. âIâm Dr. Walsh, second shift. Needless to say, we didnât expect you.â
âIâm afraid itâs an emergency and hardly one of my choosing. May I introduce you to Dr. Morris Panovâunless you know him?â
âOf him, of course.â Walsh again extended his hand. âA pleasure, Doctor, also a privilege.â
âYou may take both back before weâre finished, Doctor. May we talk privately?â
âCertainly. My office is inside.â The two men disappeared through the inner door.
âShouldnât you go with them?â asked Conklin, looking at Peter.
âWhy not you?â
âGoddamn it, youâre the director. You should insist!â
âYouâre his closest friend. So should you.â
âI donât have any clout here.â
âMine disappeared when Mo dismissed us. Come on, letâs have some coffee. This place gives me the proverbial creeps.â Holland went to the table with the coffee urn and poured two cups. âHow do you like it?â
âWith more milk and sugar than Iâm supposed to have. Iâll do it.â
âI still take it black,â said the director, moving away from the table and removing a pack of cigarettes from his shirt pocket. âMy wife says the acid will kill me one day.â
âOther people say tobacco will.â
âWhat?â
âLook.â Alex pointed at the sign on the opposite wall. It read: THANK YOU FOR NOT SMOKING.
âThat Iâve got enough clout for,â announced Holland quietly as he snapped his lighter and lit a cigarette.
Nearly twenty minutes passed. Every now and then one or the other of them picked up a magazine or a newspaper only to put it down moments later and look up at the inner door. Finally, twenty-eight minutes after he had disappeared with Panov, the doctor named Walsh reappeared.
âHe tells me you know what heâs requesting and that you have no objections, Director Holland.â
âIâve got plenty of objections, but it seems heâs overruled them.⦠Oh, excuse me, Doctor, this is Alex Conklin. Heâs one of us and a close friend of Panov.â
âHow do you feel, Mr. Conklin?â asked Walsh, nodding at Alex as he returned the greeting.
âI hate what heâs doingâwhat he wants to doâbut he says it makes sense. If it does, itâs right for him and I understand why he insists on doing it. If it doesnât make sense, Iâll pull him out of there myself, one foot and all. Does it make sense, Doctor? And whatâs the risk of damage?â
âThereâs always a risk where drugs are concerned, especially in terms of chemical balance, and he knows that. Itâs why heâs designed an intravenous flow that prolongs his own psychological pain but somewhat reduces the potential damage.â
âSomewhat?â cried Alex.
âIâm being honest. So is he.â
âBottom line, Doctor,â said Holland.
âIf things go wrong, two or three months of therapy, not permanent.â
âAnd the sense?â insisted Conklin. âDoes it make sense?â
âYes,â replied Walsh. âWhat happened to him is not only recent, itâs consumed him. Itâs obsessed his conscious, which can only mean that itâs inflamed his subconscious. Heâs right. His unreachable recall is on the cutting edge.⦠I came in here as a courtesy. Heâs insisted we proceed, and from what heâs told me, Iâd do the same thing. Each of us would.â
âWhatâs the security?â asked Alex.
âThe nurse will be dismissed and stay outside the door. Thereâll be only a single battery-operated tape recorder and me ⦠and one or both of you.â The doctor turned to the door, then glanced back. âIâll send for you at the proper time,â he added, again disappearing inside.
Conklin and Peter Holland looked at each other. The second period of waiting began.
To their astonishment, it ended barely ten minutes later. A nurse came out into the lounge and asked them to follow her. They walked through what appeared to be a maze of antiseptic white walls broken up only by recessed white panels with glass knobs that denoted doors. Only once on their brief journey did they see another human being; it was a man in a white smock, wearing a white surgical mask, who walked out of yet another white door, his sharp, intense eyes above the white cloth somehow accusing, determining them to be aliens from some different world that had not been cleared for Sterile House Five.
The nurse opened a door; there was a blinking red light above its top frame. She put her index finger to her lips, indicating silence. Holland and Conklin walked quietly inside a dark room and confronted a drawn white curtain concealing a bed or an examining table beyond, a small circle of intense light shining through the cloth. They heard the softly spoken words of Dr. Walsh.
âYou are g
oing back, Doctor, not far back, just a day or so, just when you began to feel the dull, constant pain in your arm ⦠your arm, Doctor. Why are they inflicting pain on your arm? You were in a farmhouse, a small farmhouse with fields outside your window, and then they put a blindfold on you and began hurting your arm. Your arm, Doctor.â
Suddenly, there was a muted flashing of green light reflected on the ceiling. The curtain parted electronically several feet, revealing the bed, the patient and the doctor. Walsh took his finger off a bedside button and looked at them, gesturing slowly with his hands as if to say, Thereâs no one else here. Confirmed?
Both witnesses nodded, at first mesmerized, then repelled at the sight of Panovâs grimacing pale face and the tears that began to flow from his wide-open eyes. Then, as one, they saw the white straps that emerged from under the white sheet, holding Mo in place; the order had to be his.
âThe arm, Doctor. We have to begin with the physically invasive procedure, donât we? Because you know what it does, Doctor, donât you? It leads to another invasive procedure that you cannot permit. You must stop its progression.â
The ear-shattering scream was a prolonged shriek of defiance and horror. âNo, no! I wonât tell you! I killed him once, I wonât kill him again! Get away from meeeee â¦!â
Alex slumped, falling to the floor. Peter Holland grabbed him and gently the strong, broad-shouldered admiral, a veteran of the darkest operations in the Far East, led Conklin silently through the door to the nurse. âGet him away from here, please.â
âYes, sir.â
âPeter,â coughed Alex, trying to stand, collapsing on his false foot. âIâm sorry, Christ, Iâm sorry!â
âWhat for?â whispered Holland.
âI should watch but I canât watch!â
âI understand. Itâs all too close. If I were you, I probably couldnât either.â
âNo, you donât understand! Mo said he killed David, but of course he didnât. But I meant to, I really wanted to kill him! I was wrong, but I tried with all the expertise in my bones to kill him! And now Iâve done it again. I sent him to Paris.⦠Itâs not Mo, itâs me!â