Page 63 of Double Team
is a damn train wreck, because thatâs what it is.
Alex elbows me. âYou saw that, right?â
âI saw it,â I say, my voice the epitome of calm. But thatâs only on the outside.
âSo Belle just walked off to meet her cheating ex-fiancé who wants to get back together with her,â Alex says. She sets her empty champagne glass down as a caterer passes with a tray and turns back to me. âAnd youâre standing in here.â
âWhere else would I be?â
How about someplace like punching Derek in the fucking face?
Alex raises her eyebrows. âI donât know, maybe stopping her from getting back together with him?â
âWhy would I do that, Alex?â I whisper.
Alex cocks her head to the side as she looks at me. âI donât know,â she says. âMaybe because you like her.â
âI never said I liked her.â
âYeah, right,â Alex says. âYou guys have been obsessed with each other since she got here.â
âSays the girl whoâs pointedly ignoring the bodyguard she clearly has a thing for?â
Alex crosses her arms over her chest. âItâs not the same thing.â
âUh-huh.â
âSo youâre just going to let her run off with her crappy ex,â Alex whispers.
âIâm not letting her do anything,â I say, my tone low. âBelle is capable of making her own decisions.â
âYouâre so stubborn.â
âGo talk to Max.â
âFuck off, big brother.â
âLove you, little sister.â
I walk away as Alex flips me off while pretending to scratch the side of her face. Outside of the ballroom, I walk down the hallway, fully intending to go straight to my room.
I should just let it go. I know I should.
That would be the appropriate thing to do.
It would be the royal thing to do. Weâre taught, from the very beginning, to do whatâs appropriate, to maintain bearing above all.
Our name is all we have. Thatâs what my father would say.
I can think of few things that are worse ways of ruining my familyâs name, or my fatherâs legacy, than falling for my stepsister.
Belle is her own person. She should make her own decision. And if that decision happens to involve getting back together with the jackass who was stupid enough to cheat on her, then so be it.
The rational part of me knows that letting it go would be the mature thing to do.
I stand in the middle of the hallway for a long minute.
Maybe Iâm not that mature after all.
36
Belle
âI know I screwed up, Isabella.â Derek stands in front of me with his hands in his pockets. And he shrugs.
He fucking shrugs.
Nonchalantly, like itâs no big deal.
âYou screwed up,â I say. âIâm pretty sure that fucking my maid of honor â not once, but repeatedly â doesnât count as screwing up. Screwing up is forgetting my birthday, or ââ
He interrupts. âIt was an accident, Isabella,â he says. âI didnât mean to ââ
âOhhhhh,â I say, my tone exaggerated. âWell, you see, I didnât realize it was an accident. In that case, since you only accidentally put your penis in Adriana over and over and over for two years, obviously Iâd have to forgive you.â
âI knew youâd see reason,â Derek says.
âThat was sarcasm, you idiot,â I say, my voice coming out louder than I intend.
Weâre inside one of the drawing rooms, a civilized place surrounded by priceless antiques. And I have to clasp my hands in front of me to keep from picking up one of the porcelain pieces of art on a nearby table and throwing it at Derekâs stupid head.
Because that would be inappropriate. And soon-to-be princesses are never inappropriate.
âYou were gone for two years, Isabella,â he says. âHow was I supposed to last for two years? Besides, it was just sex. It meant nothing to me. She meant nothing to me.â
âYou could have just said you wanted to break up,â I hiss, my hands on my hips. Iâm dangerously close to reaching for the porcelain figurine nearby. Itâs a horse, rearing back with its legs in the air. I wonder how much itâs worth.
I wonder what it would look like bouncing off of Derekâs forehead.
âBut I didnât want to break up,â Derek says. âAnd, you know, being European royalty will be a real asset when youâre part of my campaign someday. Think of it. You could be the wife of a Governor. President, even.â
I stare at him in disbelief, mentally congratulating myself on having not slugged him yet. He looks at me with the kind of earnest self-righteousness that can only come from being both stupid and spoiled.
âYou mean that I could still be your wife?â I ask, my voice rising an octave. âYouâll have me, even after all of this?â
âWe could be a team,â he says. âYou and I. With your beauty and my brains, weâd be unstoppable.â
I stare at him, his words echoing in my head. Was he always this much of a tool, or did he actually get dumber in the past two years?
âYouâre a moron.â
âDonât make this mistake, Isabella,â he says. âDo you really want to give up all of this?â
âAll of what? You?â I ask. âDonât make me retch.â
Derekâs face changes, his expression no longer contrite. Now he just looks at me sneering. âYou always did think you were too good for me,â he says. âWith all of your saving the world crap.â
âI am too good for you, Derek.â
âYou stupid cunt,â he says, his face screwed up, inner ugliness transforming his appearance. He brushes past me, knocking into my shoulder as he walks by.
âWhat the hell did you just call her?â
I hear Albieâs voice behind me, and whirl around. âAlbie, donât ââ
âI called her a cunt,â Derek says. âBecause thatâs what she is.â
âAlbie, itâs not worth it ââ I start.
Too late.
Albie punches Derek in the face, and he stumbles back, his hand over his nose, crashing into the end table and sending that porcelain figurine to the ground, where it shatters into pieces.
âYou stupid fuck,â Derek says, lunging at him.
âStop, Derek!â I scream, but he ignores me, rushing straight for Albie and driving his head into his stomach. They fall to the ground in a tangle of limbs, and Derekâs fist connects with Albieâs face before Albie manages to roll on top of him and hit him again.
Iâm yelling at both of them to stop, and everything is chaos as our bodyguards run into the room and pull Albie off Derek. Noah stands in front of Albie, blocking him from trying to land another punch, and Albie pushes him back. âGet out of my way, Noah,â he says. âI will beat his ass. I donât care whoâs here to watch it.â
Derek struggles, shouting obscenities at Albie, even as Simon and Max restrain him. âThis is none of your business, you prick,â he says, his mouth a bloody mess.
âPlease! Just stop!â I yell, running toward Albie. His eye is already bruised underneath, a cut over his eyebrow where Derek punched him. âAre you okay?â
âYouâre fucking him!â Derek shouts, his rage apparent. âI knew it! Youâre pissed off because I was screwing Adriana, and youâre over here fucking that spoiled prick!â
âGet him the hell out of here before I hit him again,â Albie says.
I can hear people outside the room. I know the commotion is attracting attention. But all I can focus on is Derekâs accusation.
Youâre fucking him.
âShut up,â I say. âEveryone shut up.â
I hear Derek laugh as the bodyguards drag him out of the room. âI knew it. Your own stepbrother. You stupid bitch.â
I know that theyâre taking Derek out of the room, and I think Noah says something to me. I can hear Albieâs voice, calling my name.
But all I can hear in my head is D
erekâs accusation.
Youâre fucking him.
Your own stepbrother.
And then my mother is there, and the King. I can hear them talking, but itâs like Iâm underwater, their voices are distorted and muted. Iâm here and theyâre far away.
Far, far away.
Then everything goes dark.
37
Albie
âWonât you please excuse us for a moment?â my father asks. He stands with his back turned toward me on the other side of the library, the first room far away enough from the ballroom to be assured of privacy. The royal physician hovers over me, pulling at my forehead as he does a cursory examination.
âIâm fine,â I say, an edge in my voice. âIs Belle all right? She fainted.â
âSheâll be okay,â Doctor Evanston says. âYouâre going to need a few stitches above your eyebrow. I can do it, but to minimize scarring, I think we should call in a plastic surgeon.â
âPlastic surgeon,â my father scoffs. âIs my son going to bleed to death in the next few minutes?â
âOf course not, Your Royal ââ
âThen wonât you please give us a few minutes.â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
The door shuts, leaving my father and I alone in the room. I know what heâs going to say. I can already anticipate it.
I should be embarrassed, ashamed of myself for displaying utter and complete lack of royal bearing.
I should be worried about Belleâs ex-fiancéâs accusation that Belle and I are together.
I should be concerned about what my father will think. Or what Belleâs mother will think. Or what the public will think.
But I donât fucking care.
âWhat the hell were you thinking?â my father asks. He doesnât look at me.
âI was thinking that Belleâs ex is an asshole who deserved to be punched in the mouth for the shit he was saying about her.â
My father turns around slowly. âYou are not eighteen,â he bellows. âYouâre not a child. And youâre not a normal person. How long is it going to take you before you understand that? Youâre a prince. Getting into a bar room brawl in the middle of a charity event is not something that a member of the royal family of Protrovia does. Itâs not something the Crown Prince of Protrovia does!â
âSorry to disappoint,â I say sarcastically.
âWhat in the world would possess you to do such a thing?â he asks. âAll of the things youâve done, the tabloid headlines and filth theyâve printed in the papers â I thought youâd left that all behind when you joined the Army.â
âHe called her a cunt,â I spit. My father flinches at the crudeness of the word. I wonder if anyoneâs ever said the word cunt in front of the King of Protrovia before. I guess thereâs a first time for everything in life, isnât there?
Some part of me, a warped part, finds that amusing.
I think I might be a little delirious.
âI donât care what he called her,â my father says. âDid you even stop to think for a moment before you hit him? Prince Albert of Protrovia assaults a guest of the royal family â itâll be all over the newspapers tomorrow.â
âIâm sorry itâll distract from the PR pieces about the wedding,â I say.
âI thought the Army changed you,â he continues. âI thought it instilled some sense of responsibility in you. But I can see that nothingâs changed at all. Youâre still the same immature, irresponsible boy who has no appreciation for consequences â no appreciation for tradition and family and ââ
I stand up, the blood rushing to my head. âWhat the hell would you have done, if some guy were saying things about mom?â I yell. âIâm supposed to stand there, while some asshole talks about Belle that way?â
âItâs not the same thing,â he roars. âYouâre not married to Isabella. Sheâs barely family, not even your stepsist ââ
âSheâs my wife!â I yell, rising to my feet, my hands balled into fists at my side. Adrenaline is pumping through my veins, anger surging through me, and I donât realize what Iâve said until I hear the words, practically echoing in the space between us.
Sheâs my wife.
Shit.
This is a bell that canât be un-rung.
My father stands there unmoving, just looking at me. For a minute, I think heâs so angry, heâs going to hit me. Iâve rarely seen my father lose his temper, hardly ever deviating from the staid and steadfast King that he is.
But right now, heâs angry. Really angry.
âWhat exactly are you talking about?â he growls. His face is crimson. Iâve never seen him this upset.
Yet I canât seem to stop the words that come out of my mouth. I could take them back. I could simply say that I misspoke. But I donât want to. I want him to know.
âBelle and I,â I say. âI married her. We are married.â
38
Belle
The back of my head throbs where I hit it when I fell. Iâve insisted I was okay practically a thousand times, yet no less than five members of the royal staff have checked on me approximately a thousand times since I fainted, even though the physician said a concussion was unlikely.
âUnlikely, but twenty-four hours of bed rest as a precaution.â
Iâve texted Albie, but he hasnât responded. The doctor said that Albie was fine, simply banged up and needed a few stitches.
Stitches.
Because he punched Derek in the face for calling me a cunt.
Iâm not sure whether to be flattered that Albie stepped in to defend me, or pissed off that he threw caution to the wind and got into a fight over me in front of everyone.